our love together that strips off the blue
celebrating this milestone with you
yes, it's been a year
memories we've made together I hold dear

some may call it a paper
but to me it's like a silver
nothing can make it wither
strong and bound to last forever

throughout each day our love has grown
this certainty I feel is going strong
I think about you and I'll never feel alone
I'm always grateful for this love you've always shown

all the struggles we'll survive
with you by my side, I feel alive
choosing your love is the best part of my life    
we'll hold on together baby and enjoy this ride

I see the sunrise
and it lies within your eyes
that golden sunset from a mile                                                             
 is like a glimpse of your smile

The blue skies are drifting
and I can hear your heart beating
looking across the endless shores
nothing but you in my mind forevermore

The stars above in constellation
watching them like you in perfection
the waves in motion, crashing down
then I feel you beside me, safe and sound

I sit beneath the moon  
the wind blows and jives in tune
listening to the mountain's croon
whispering to me that you'll be here soon

all night I'm wide awake
these feelings I can never fake
the emptiness, the nothingness
tearing me apart in darkness

half asleep and I'm in this portal
everything seems like crucial
vexations are turning on
emotions i can't hold on

it all comes down in one setting
narrow, shallow and i'm panting
obscure and i cannot comprehend
so vague that I cannot see the end

floating away with my dreams
all the hurt and all the screams
trapped in this four cornered wall
linked to my own shadow; left with nothing at all

Not a mundane scenario
Each moment has its worth and value
Every intricate line and hue
Down every avenue
Lies everything that is undeniably true

No phenomenon could explain
How the twists and turns become sane
The authenticity still remains
Neither strangled nor chained
Ambiguity has been crashed down, certainty is regained

A semi-closed door that opened once more
The turning of tables that never happened before
One click and it all comes down into the core
Nothing ever is left unsure
Everything's so pure and forever endures

Now nothing is going astray
It only shows the right way
Close at hand even a thousand miles away
Stronger and longer it stays 
Intertwined to infinity each day

Never can do it better my way
Outcomes hollow around the corner
Belittled, what else I could say?
Lifetime seems to be playing for forever
Arms to grab on, leaving it up
Having so much luck, can’t hold till the end
Confusions blur too much, mind can’t *****
It never comes to the point of nowhere

What could you do more?
Say as much as you want for life never comes tomorrow

Lives come and go till infinity covers the world
Never ending thoughts of getting serenity
Restless mounts the entirety of my mind
Free to fly like nothing’s broke
Yeah, it breaks me from within
Strangled not to breathe, never want it that way
Living the way life grows
Yeah, it breaks me from within


Easy to dig, matters go up and down
Taking it high but never looks it down low
Lingers to my feelings and later it hurts
Left standing in the dark with nothing ever glows
I’ll be known to the greatest, light up till your bound the limits
Unraveling the cloak of anonymity, spark up to shine
Innocence makes it up and leaves without a stain
What matters to me is the desire to make a name, nothing’s the same

What could you do more to me?
Wait till I can’t say no more


Caught up in a dream, it made me feel like this
Wants for the guts, disheveled lines for the throne
Fortunes stop knocking on me, waiting till the end
Timeless steals the life I’ve never known

I have been here before
Nothing hurts me more
It gave me this feeling
Like I had to start another new beginning
The thorns go budding and it's out of control
I hear no more, I see nothing at all

The winds have changed its direction
I wish everything had been left in oblivion
I could not burn every bridge
I just could not leave and ditch
I am staying on the same ground
Where nothing could be found

Don't wake me up from this dream I am fine
I know everything I own is not mine
No one's going to stay
I feel like pushing myself away
There was no pain when I played the game
In the end, nothing stayed the same

Absorbing everything all at once
How I wish I could not
Feel like floating away
Out of control and it hits me deeply

Down from the bottom
until it gives me endless shivers
and my head rolls like a thunder
weakness starts to tingle
but it lingers to me, it's inevitable

Another day again
Dragging with ball and chain
Whether to let it all sink
But how I could not think?

Everything is so shallow
But I am drowning below
Leaving me breathless
Stranded on the ground, helpless
It is killing me but I am not dying

The deepest hole where I could escape
There is nothing much I could erase
The turbulence of serenity
Has been buried deep down in me
Nothing I could do now to outwit sensitivity

You give too much
And that's not going to be enough
No matter how hard you try sometimes
It's not going to make an impact, not an inch, not a dime
Whatever is left is what you've got
After all the bruises and cuts
Everything could go nuts
You swim deep down the waters
You go further and further
But in the end, nothing really matters.

You make me feel forget what I'd love to remember
Nothing to recover and I guess it's over
Don't meet me halfway
You can always go on your way

Time has come to terms with me
To never rely much on my heart's misery
The bittersweet solace of not putting myself to cry
I know this ain't lie because I can never say goodbye


When to step in is all I wanted to know
Been so ******* myself just to make this grow
And it's always been about you
The moment you'd told me so

Don't make it any harder, just make it real
Can't you recognize how I feel?
The part that breaks has now become the entirety
I am now smothered by this thing I used to make breathing easy

No one's losing, no one's winning
Chasing the clouds all over again like it is the beginning
I wake up each day with a thought that I'm still dreaming
Sometimes the only way is to give yourself a break from trying


The spear of truth has been hitting me from the start
It may shatter me in pieces but I will never fall apart
The certainty is hanging on a  thread
Like it can never be revived for it's long been dead