I could no longer
See you in reality
But I could see you
In my dreams
I had another one last night
It seemed so real
But I knew it wasn’t
You promised me it was real
Like a fool, I believed you
I found out you lied
When I opened my eyes

Let’s be strangers not friends
That way we don’t have to be intimate
That way we won’t worry about betrayal
That way we won’t have expectations
And won’t face disappointment
There’ll be no commitments
And no reason to be loyal
If we become friends we’ll get hurt
Imagine if we go further
So let’s be strangers, no intros necessary

In my head I’m still 18
I feel young and immature
But I’m also reminded daily
That is not the case
Where did the time go?
How did I get 5 years older?
The world keeps moving forward
But I want to stay in place
Just a little longer

I’m thinking back to the past
I’m retracing my steps
Figuring out what happened last
How everything went downhill

Was it something I said or didn’t say
Was it something I did or didn’t do
Was it something I should have noticed
But was blind to

Things took a tragic turn
We were driving straight
But made an unplanned turn
There’s no way to get back on track

Still trying to figure out why we made that turn
Where did I ever go wrong
I’ve been in the darkness
Just trying to see the light

What should I have said
What should I have done
Where should I have gone
Where did I ever go wrong