I feel safer in the silence.
I feel safer in the darkness.
I feel safer with the monsters.
I feel safer in the abyss.

In the shadows I have hidden
all the secrets I've been given--
all the secrets that I made
trying to tuck a life away.

You want to **** them with the sunshine,
but I only dance in moonlight.
I stay hidden beneath the stars
because all my scars
are wounds I got in plain sight.

So take me to the dark side--
it's much safer than your harsh light.

Tears pooling in her eyes
Slowly, steady, realize.
Pull back to the beginning
Shamelessly pretending that your winning.
The hollow feeling in your chest,
How you pray for it to rest.
Hold your head above the shame,
Pull yourself together and play the game.

I can't make you love you if you don't.
I can't make you're heart feel something it won't.
Please don't say you love me cause you never mean that.
& you take all control of me when you speak like that.
When i open my eyes your eyes all i see.
All i hope one day i'll be able to feel free.
I told ya once maybe one day i'll be writing about you.
Here i go but unfortunately not the way i want to.
Just really not the way i want to!.