A reckless pursuit
A dangerous dance
A perilous game
Finding someone new

Hey-
At least
Most of them
Touch me

why
   do                                                                                       time
    I                                                                                       over        o
   continue                                                                       rise             r
       to                                                                         steadily
        buy                                                                    will                    w
          as                                                          everything                    i
           the                                                     that                                   l
            market                                programmed                                l
               steadily                      am
                       falls?                I                                                               i
                               because                                                                    t
                                                                                                                 ?

i'm sorry that i'm so emotional

i'm sorry for all the tears

i'm sorry

i'm not trying to be so..scared

so angry

so heartbroken

so done with the world

i can't take this feeling anymore

this burning

this rotting

the void that my being has become

i'm so sorry

that i have become such an inconvenience

Stand out storms in your river
The harbour is always full of comfort

Sometimes my mind is a shooting star,
blazing out a trail of brilliant ideas,
which soon fizz out as dust.

tea is like a candle on the table
and the table is like an oak hut

fireflies flash around me
outside the ice flying in the wings

03.12.18