I dream of the perfect
Man of Native blood
With hair to his shoulders
And skin tan as natural leather

I thought he didn't exist
Until I met him in a store
He was my dream man
Everything I ever wanted

I know only of his heritage
For that is what we discussed
We talked about tradition
And how most of it is lost

He kept my focus which is hard to do
He made me feel accepted,
Which is even a harder feat
With his Native looks and attitude

I couldn't help but fall a little
But it was just a conversation
About Native American things
And whole lot of talk about archery

I hope the world ends someday
So that I can go to the blue mountains
And find my native man
He made a promise that few would make to a stranger

He promised if the world ended
Like we both know it will
He would meet me in the Blue Mountains
And make sure I'd survive

Who makes a promise like that anyway?
Certainty not anyone I know
For everyone cares about themselves
And forget the unmade friend..

There is a war we wage on God
When the heavens open up, his angels fall
Down to the ground at the end of our feet
Giving death to all that oppose the great Nephilim
Even Lucifer himself wishes to topple us with sending his demons
We just laugh at their pathetic attempts
Crawling up our legs like little ants till we just flick them away

The ground littered with a mix of crushed bones and mud made of blood
Blood flowed faster then wine from a Nephilim clay urn
Demon blood and angel blood mixed with human blood
All under the disproving glare of their God
War was the way of life for Nephilim, Humans, Demons and Angels
Godly and ungodly armor covered their rotting corpses on the battlefield called earth

As others fought a war, we played
Played with the bodies like children
Thinking nothing could ever stop our might
But what happened next not even the great thinkers could imagine
Watching as the sky weeped with water down onto the earth
Hearing screams echo across the land with my only thought being “how desperate can God be?

In all the history of man there was never rain
The Nephilim had never known rain either until that day
But neither did the demons and the angels
When the first drops fell the fighting stopped
the screams of panic rang out from all of the beings on earth
Forty days and forty nights the rains fell on earth

Many of lives were lost, but not all
Demons still continued their ongoing sins
Matting with humans to create more Nephilims
That was till an agreement was met between God and Lucifer
Locking away all those that dare touch the human females
All the remaining Nephilims fell to deaths hands
The mighty abominations finally died off
Killed from the fear that we put into Gods eyes

Humans soon forgot about the Nephilims and their ways
But humans forget a lot of things...
It did not help that the angels destroyed what evidence there was left
And history by word of mouth is bound to become just myth, just legend
But the bible of the christians still talk about the people
Born of demons and humans, the heros that are forgotten

You tell me you adore me
You tell me that then you ignore me
You play these games with my head
You do these things that make me feel dead
You are beyond any kind of repair
You are the poster boy of the guy who doesn't care

Once I adored you so much
Once I ached physically for your touch
Once I did, I swear I did but not anymore
Once again I am done playing life's *****
Once more listen to me and what I have to say
Once upon a time is not the way we begin our day

It's over I can't say it enough
It's no longer strong or tough
It's no longer what we had
It's not like you want me so bad
It's like this... You are never there
It's like when I try to talk you just sit and stare

All you do is say you're sorry and that it won't happen again
All you do is lie to my face and turn around and behind my back you sin
All I want to do is stab you in the face repetitively with a rusty blade
All for nothing... The NOTHING you do, so sleep in the bed you've made
All I wanted was for you to take the time to notice me
All you ever do is make me bleed tears of remorse, so let me be

Let me be free of the things you used to do
Let the person you used to be come back to be true
Let me go if you can't change from this creature you've become
Let it change before the damage is done, before it can't be undone
Let me turn my back on you for the last time
Let me let you pay for your hundredth crime

For the last time... Good Bye

© 2015 Kitts

I'm running away
Hopefully here I stay

Not sure if I will
But I'll give this a try still

I'm not that good
Don't even care if I should

I needed a new home
Needed a new roof, a new dome

So I say hello to you
I hope my poems don't make you blue


© 2015 Kitts