catch me, catch me as i flee
cause i wont stop running
till i'm free

grab my head
and shove it down
make me beg till i drown

beat me, beat me till i bleed
don't stop swinging
until you break my creed

tear every shred
of humanity in me
till i beg for your mercy

cage me, cage me for i am not free
i am not the man
i used to be

i am broken and ruined
chained down
for being rotten

abandoned my faith
filled with hate
and my soul is stained

answer me, answer me please
can i hope for redemption
and return as one of your  creation

have you ever danced with the devil
in the pale moonlight?
just to prove that they're wrong and you're right

have you ever smiled so hard
just to hide your pain inside?
cause you know nobody cares
and you don't want to lose your pride

have you ever felt the warm touch
of a person's sincere care?
or being swallowed by other emotions
other than your fear

jealously, greed and curiosity
there's a lot more to it
but it all leads to insanity

all these questions are left unanswered
it might not hurt you
but still you're left battered
bothering you everyday
but still you say you're okay

is this all for happiness?
should i endure it and keep hoping
or should i ask myself
what's my purpose of living