To the guy that broke my heart
I don't hate you I couldn't ever imagine hating you
I wanna thank you
You helped me realize how strong I really am
And the pain you left
In away I'm glad to have it
Because its the last thing of you that I have
You knew the girl before the hurt and pain
Im not gonna say I'm a whole different girl
Because I'm still me
But when you left It changed me
It broke me to my knees
I cried all my tears
Its time to give my heart a rest  
You no longer have this hold over me

Im feeling so broken
Drowning in gray
Crushed under my self hate
Smothered under negativity
Wanting more

When you left
I broke and lost pieces of myself
You still have them
They belong to you now
I will never be the girl I used to be
You hold her in your memories and thats the only place she will ever be
When you come back I wont be the girl you remember
You wont recognize me
Your love changed me
And when you left me it changed me more

Is there ever gonna be a time where you wish you have me back
When you're laying in bed or dreaming about me
Someone says something that reminds you of me
Will you ever miss me
Ever know what you truly lost
Crave my touch my voice
Will you ever truly know what you had  
What you let slip through you finger tips

Ill break your heart and I won't think twice
I have a sweet face but a dark heart
Is this what you wanted
I used to be the girl that matched her smile
And you left and I broke and I started breaking hearts

You left so I moved on
And in your eyes it was easy
But if you seen me break and cry
You would see I had no choice
But to let it go
I remembered all the memories of us
I went through them like a movie
When you first left
I thought it it would never be ok
That it would be this way forever
But the day I moved on
Was the day I knew I could live without you

I loved you through the tears you caused
I wanted you even after the pain
I thought about you even when I was falling apart
All I ever wanted was you
And you took that away from me