Brittany nicole Smith

Brittany nicole Smith Oct 2015

1 2 3 4

My mind is my prison
I count to four
Everyday all day
Don't ask me why its four
Or why I count
You feel my fingers counting 1 2 3 4
I have to kiss you 4 times before I go
I have my routine of 1 2 3 4s
I replay conversions in my head 4 times 4 times
One it haunt me in my sleep
Two it haunts me all day
Three it takes me
Four it drives me crazy

#counting #ocd

Brittany nicole Smith Oct 2015

Ill aways love you

Our love is like a bubble bath
I needed you to wash me clean
But now our love is going down the drain
I watch as it swirls around and around until its gone
Wrapped in a towel
I watch whats left of us seep away
With tears in my eyes
I try to save us
To save anything left over

#heartbreak #broken #sad #always #iloveyou #saveus

Brittany nicole Smith Oct 2015

You say

You say you love me you say you care
But when it comes to the nitty gritty you aren't there
Even if it doesn't seem important you
I need you
Even if it seems childish or stupid
Even if it doesn't make sense to you
I need you
Where are you
Because you aren't here

#love #heartbreak #broken #lonely #understand #care #truelove #ineedyou

Brittany nicole Smith Oct 2015

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Will you catch me if I fall
Will you tell me you fell to
Will you hold me tight and tell me you love me

Brittany nicole Smith Oct 2015

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Cant you see I'm crying can't you see I'm dying
You see the marks and scars don't you know I'm lying

#sad #lost #selfharm

Oct 2015

Rosalind

One

One is in love,
While the other one lies,
The two kiss,
Saying the same they reply,
"I love you."

One loves wholeheartedly,
The other one lies,
Together they stay,
side by side.

One starts to break,
The other one cries,
Realizing everything,
It all was a lie.

Ones heart breaks,
The other carries on,
They knew one thing,
It would never last long.

One has forgotten,
The other still pines,
They'll never see each other,
They were of different kinds.

#love #heartbreak #sad