she choked her up with--
"you don't understand"
after for decades being with her
and it hurts so bad

she ripped her heart with
"no you don't get it"
after they've been through together all the time
thus it hurts really bad

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she told her all her bitter
she asked her for the shoulder
she begged her for home
she gave her all without a pause

yet "the don't understand" stings the most.

i'm not at all a morning person, but,
could i be your morning person?
i could get up at seven on sundays and make your coffee.
and be up at 2am on wednesdays to hold you while you sleep.  
and,
at 4am,
when you feel like your worlds getting too small for all your thoughts,
i'll wake up,
and stay up,
so you can let your imagination over flow into mine just to stop it from spilling out onto the floor.
i'm not a morning person; not at all,
but, could i be your morning person?

So go and find the things that make you feel free

Go and find the things that make you feel alive

Maybe it’s not a whole new path

But the pretty things on the sidelines