When you left me,
I use to grieve and shed wild tears,
I tried to start bravely with a gallant smile,
But ended up in loneliness.

Before you left me,
I use to smile seeing you infront of me,
Now you're tucked in beautiful memories of mine.

I know you were too tired to fight,
I wish I could bring you back,
Share my words with you,
To tell you that you never left alone,

You left taking away my smile, heart and strength.
I wish I could tell these words before to stop you,
But now I'm left alone fighting with these words.

Lately I find I only write on pain
Feeling that it is all that is within me,
And nothing I do
Can wrench the feel from my heart.


Rotting...
Rotting...
Rotting...

I fear it has taken root...




I no longer see myself without it.

And here we are
the end.

Five years running
and nothing to show

except the slowed
platonic love

and tired
texts

and an absence
of what once was

Except you don't know
do you

know that I'm
leaving us

know that I'm
panicked

into wondering
if I'm behind in
people

experiencing people

I feel I'm at a loss
with you

because we met each other
too soon

and now I'm just pointed bones

and you are the sun

and I'm greedy
for still wanting a piece of you

But I am burnt

The End.

once you're off the wheel
you'll never want back on