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Autumn Shayse Nov 2015
She
She's beautiful,
embers of her fire,
dance through the air,
creating warmth,
flickering  hope,
promise,
the promise of  tomorrow.
She was troubled,
damaged by her own selfish
detriment,
cast aside by the one person
she thought understood.
She is me,
I am her.
I need to remember the first bit,
I need to make myself whole.
Beauty is within,
fiery,
natural,
glistening outwards,
to a face that people can see
and can love.
I'm trying to let it all go - I don't even want him to pass through my mind anymore. I want to write and feel and be alone and content w/ my solace - I want to put myself first until it all falls into place.
  Nov 2015 Autumn Shayse
Lottie
This ****** world just got bloodier,
The streets of the romance city are painted red.
Islamic state, you owned up and sound
So pleased with yourself.
How dare you.
In the name of Allah, the all loving,
You just killed people,
You did it.
Allah, who may well be benevolent,
Has nothing to do
With the blood on your hands.
This world disgusts me.
By: Cedric McClester

Sadly Paris is
Feeling the ravages
Of those heartless savages
Whose numerous miscarriages
Of jihad on the average is
A total mischaracterization
Of what they claim is the Muslim nation
And frankly speaking I’m losing patience

This I hope you understand
There’s no justification in the Qu’ran
For what they do to their fellow man
As if it’s part of Allah’s Plan
Show me the sunnah if you can
That allows aggression in any land
Things have gotten out of hand
If everything you do is banned

You can spread your hate
But I have to state
There’ll never be a califate
That’s solely built on one man’s hate
It will crash and burn under its own weight
And heaven help those who participate
For them I fear it’s much too late
And that’s not open to debate

Paris is crying, naturally
Because of the carnage don’t you see
But they’ll continue to be free
And enjoy the support of humanity
We all must ask how could this be
While sealing the fate and destiny
Of those miscreants who **** with glee
And have the significance of a flea







Cedric McClester, Copyright © 2015.  All rights reserved.
Autumn Shayse Nov 2015
On days like today,
the sun lost,
the sky grey,
it resonates.

On days like today,
tragedy wreaks havoc,
plaguing minds,
fuelling hatred,
breeding violence.

On days like today,
the focus seemingly
shifts.
115,200 heartbeats,
all taken.

On days like today,
human loss
should be at the forefront,
plaguing our souls,
willing us to do better.

Nous sommes avec vous,
Le monde devrait réunir  avec l'amour dans nos coeurs.
Let there be peace on Earth - let us all spread love and ignore hate  - let us believe in goodness at a time where darkness spreads. Darkness reminds us how important it is to keep focussed on the light in our hearts, in our minds and in our souls.
Life is the most sacred thing we have.
Autumn Shayse Nov 2015
I can feel it,
trickling,
petering,
everywhere

I can see it,
settling,
tumbling,
as dust falls

I can hear it,
whispering,
carving,
etched into silence

when they go,
it's so sudden,
cut-throat,
from having a physical support to just having no-one,
from being cared for to total mistrust,
of everything and everyone

People are like tattoos,
they ink themselves to your skin,
they leave markings,
not at all ephemeral
he took so much from me in terms of who I am - I thought I was a whole person before him but obviously not, because I am most certainly not whole now
Worst of all, he took my writing - everything's tainted now.
Over the boy, not the loss of myself.
Autumn Shayse Oct 2015
someone told me once,
that I write from the soul,
and bleed from the heart -
at the time I just brushed past it,
my mind occupied by other trivial things

and then someone else said,
you can only have an initial reaction to something once,
and it's only in that moment that true sparks will form

and I realised,
I skipped my chance to react to what he said,
simultaneously understanding the last thing he said to me,
'I too can be my own worst enemy'.
Autumn Shayse Oct 2015
I've not been myself for a while,
had my heart
broken y'see;
It was a little while ago now,
the pain has faded,
it merely ebbs now and again

I've not been myself for a while,
it changed
me y'see;
I pieced myself back together,
best as I could,
but cynicism still spilled
into the cracks

I've not been myself for a while,
totally someone
new y'see;
there is so much that I want now,
so much more than boys or love,
I'm hardened to all that

I've just discovered myself,
I just realised a second ago,
I never really went away,
I was just concealed under the surface,
waiting for life's little pleasures
life's little happinesses,
to pull me through,
out of the ever-ebbing darkness.
I was just hit with how ok I am - I mean I'm pretty scarred from the whole thing still, but those are issues that I'll sort when I can, no urgency required - I'm okay, and I'm gonna remain okay.
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