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Frenchie Sep 2017
I had to sit up to stretch my back.

      Starting to think I'm unfixable.
Always thinking unthinkables.

I'm sorry, I'm drawing a blank.
I say that too often, but I mean it always.

Always.
-to bring you up from darkness.
-to kiss your wounds.
-to drown in my own puddle of pity.
-to take a breath to soon.

And here I am.

My - own - little - slow - motion hurricane that rips - me - limb - from - limb as I cry and pry my - way - out - of - the - coffin that you have sown - my - lips - in...



I'm sorry, no.
NO **** that I'm not.
I'm not sorry that I yearn to love.
I crave to be loved and no one should feel as empty as me.
NO ONE!

So I'll give you the skin from my body to show a stranger that I give a **** that they live.
Then I'll slink away to shadows,
I will cleanse myself of his sins.
I'm going through delayed PTSD, maybe not, maybe...
I just can't think anymore...  it's not edited correctly I'm sure.
Frenchie Jun 2017
The ***** bites...
They warned me and they didn't know.

The tangled locks, looked longingly through the darkness and purred against my palm.
Lovingly she swooned and pushed closer to embrace,

Delicately her lips pursed.
Hastily enraptured and red with lust.

Gently she smoothed away the gleam in the dim-moon-light. She moved against my push,
and pulled me from my weakest point.

She
Left
  No
   Stone


Alone.

Her love dropped to my throat and there...

I bled.
Life bites.
  Feb 2017 Frenchie
Phoenix Rising
5:25 P.M.

I have made a vow to myself.

I'll never let you go.

All the nicotine,
alcohol
and pills
can't wash you away.

You're a stain
I purposely poured ...
all over me.

I close my eyes
and I see
nothing but you.

Nothing but you and me.

Love ***** me up
---for better and for worse.

But I won't let my mother
and my father
pass down this....
curse.

Some day we will
purify our love
and it will no longer hurt.
Frenchie Feb 2017
Storm clouds kiss tenderly
The mountains that pierce the sky.
A source of life to which green grows
Falls, hurtling to their life's end.

But what is time to a drop of rain?
Born of the cumulonimbus,
Soaks to the ground where bodies lay.
Where bodies decay...

To answer this, wade to a pool.
Fingertips brushing, causing waves
On the flat, calm surface.
It's time is never ending.

Where death brings it's savagery.
Where it takes hold and rots,
Newness is born from roots of evergreens.
Fallen as the spirits that came before.

How can you be so naive,
             To believe there is an end?
Rain drops mixed with stardust.

That is all that walks, breathes and conceives.
It only takes a look around you to find the answers to the questions you scream at the sky.
Frenchie Feb 2017
Angel of whispers perched so gently,
Singing the song of silence,
And weeping.

Sweet little devil,
Shut your ******* trap.
Your voices high and low, like bees.
Your tempted grin gleaming in the cacophony of darkness.

Ants crawling like spiders nests... like ten thousand billion legs,
Piercing at my skin, within my mind.

The drum of my heart,
Keeps time with quickened breath.
Futile and furious.

Clawing against the thin air that has me trapped.
Pinned down in a celestial body.
Marked with nothing but showing it all.

Help me,
To understand
     How
To articulate
     And
To conclude.



And deflect this utter

Panic.
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