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Mar 2015 Wynona C

Chocolate

Mar 2015 Wynona C

Harsh

Scientists say chocolate releases
the same hormones into your blood
as being with your loved one does.

And so I'm sitting at my desk
and it's an ungodly hour to be eating candy
but you're not here and all I want is that
sweet, sweet satisfaction of having
the taste of you on my lips.

I'm craving you, a desire that
clenches at my stomach; all I want
is some oxytocin in my system.

I lean back in my chair and sigh, tearing
another wrapper as I do, each morsel a tease.
This cannot compare to the richness
of your eyes, or the silkiness of your thighs.

This makes my heart beat faster
but you- you make it pound. This sends warm
sensations through my body but your touch
sends lightning through my veins.

It's almost morning now,
wrappers are strewn about my desk
and yet I still crave you.

#love #life #thoughts #personal #foryoumydear #kda #harshhappens

Mar 2015 Wynona C

Self hatred

Mar 2015 Wynona C

Liz And Lilacs

Self hatred

I cannot forgive myself
for forgiving you.

                                                                                       I cannot find a way
                                                                                   to look past our mistakes.

                                         I cannot look into
                                             your ice cold eyes.

I cannot forgive myself
for letting you do this

                                                                I cannot forgive myself
                                                                   And I cannot forget you.

I don't know what I'm doing.
I know exactly what I'm doing.

Mar 2015 Wynona C

Friends

Mar 2015 Wynona C

Liz And Lilacs

Friends

We're friends, right?
I know I don't see you often,
but you can tell me anything.
You're such a beautiful person.
I know I never know how to make things better,
but, we're friends... right?

It's okay when you stop answering,
I know you're really busy.
I miss you so much though.
I get nervous, you know.
but, we're friends, right?
...right?

For a friend I'm missing, even though she's so close.
I just want you to be happy.

Mar 2015 Wynona C

2 years, 3 months, and 19 days

Mar 2015 Wynona C

Liz And Lilacs

2 years, 3 months, and 19 days

That's how long it's been since you died.
I know everyone else stopped counting
long ago because it hurt too much.
But it's still hard to breathe without you.
I don't know how to be without you.
That day, I stopped existing when I found out.
Why did you leave me all alone?
Why didn't you take me with you?
Or stay with me?

Mar 2015 Wynona C

To the people who read my poetry

Mar 2015 Wynona C

Liz And Lilacs

To the people who read my poetry

You know more about me
than any stranger should.
You know more about me
than any friend could.
It's not always easy
to post the things I write
Because they are more of myself,
that I don't like to share.
My poems are me and me alone.
I hope you like them,
but more, I hope you like me,
even if I'm a mess.

Mar 2015 Wynona C

What's Done is Done

Mar 2015 Wynona C

Mandy Blu

What's Done is Done

We took our turn and tried our best
To find success in a classic game
But with our love put to the test
Found lions much too tough to tame

Young love blooms before two fresh eyes
Which saw their colors brightest in May
But when that flower wilts to die
Best pull its roots than let it stay

Two stars in the sky made to grant
Two wishes one yours the other mine
And you may wish for what I can't
But changes not the ended line

We tried our best and that is true
But do not forget that love can end
For with good time I Firmly knew
This was not love I wished to mend

#love #heartbreak #metaphor #thoughts #wish #imagery #endings

Mar 2015 Wynona C

Reciprocate

Mar 2015 Wynona C

Jeffrey Pua

Reciprocate

I can only pledge my love
And not my heart,
For they are two different things,
They are different—
The truth and the confusion,
The smoke
And the fire,
Though they present themselves
Enigmatically
As one.
Know that you can carry my love with you,
For that's what you deserve.
And I can carry your heart with me,
For always.
So when I love you, when
I love you
Know that I empty myself.
So when you love me, I know
That it is true.*

© 2015 J.S.P.

#love #thoughts #freeverse

Mar 2015 Wynona C

Addiction (six words story)

Mar 2015 Wynona C

Pax

Addiction (six words story)

promise! This will be the last...

but then how many times did you say it?
asked yourself, is moderation in your jurisdiction?

http://hellopoetry.com/poem/293509/single-doses/

#promises #addiction #depression #last