If stars won’t sparkle, would still see the light?

If stars didn’t fall, would you make a wish tonight?

If the stars are missing, would you spare time for moon to sight?

And if the stars aren’t there, would you still appreciate the night?

Anxiety attacks , alone in the dark
We want to find the right way to relax
The room is so dark , but I leave my mark
Well, it seems like the old times that i'll be alright

And now thinking my life
Thinking the things that will happen tonight
And please don't worry about me
I'm here standing on the rooftop
And ill be alright

Days have passed , surviving the last
I don't want the medicine I don't want to relax
Panic attack , destroying my heart
It seems like the days are fading so fast.

And now I'm not thinking my life
Not thinking the things that will happen tonight
And please don't talk about me
Cause i'm here standing beside you
And ill be alright.

I could say I want to die
And have everyone who claims to be my friend try to help me
I could say I don't want to live anymore
And everyone would try to give me reasons not to give up
But have you thought about this
The reasons you say I should stay alive for
Are the reason why I wanna die.

They say that they would miss you too much
But after that they never hit you up
They say that they wouldn't be able to live with themselves
But little do they know, they're the reasons I don't wanna live

when i get this bad i feel like i'm trapped in a room and i'm running out of  oxygen.
my breathing gets faster and shorter.
the walls close in.
my chest fells like it has 100  pounds on it  forcing my ribs to cave in.
sometimes i feel like this for a second, other times days.
but then there's certain people and they 're like my oxygen .
they help me breathe.
it's hard when they aren't around.
i need them.
they're my oxygen.
i'll die without them