I'm gullible
I crave sincerity
I'm fragile
That's not a lie

i can’t let you fade away (like everyone else)
you have to stay (don’t go)
you’re the only one who knows the hurt (you were the hurt)
don’t fade away.

YOUR self worth is not determined by what others think of you.
It’s not determined by the that fact that you may not have the body type that is praised over social media.
It’s not determined by what society claims to be good or bad.
YOU are Worth it.
YOU always have been worth it and you always will be.
YOU’RE worth every second someone takes out of their day to talk to you.
YOU’RE worth every breath you take.
YOU are blinded from your beauty that we all see you have.
YOU are worth it.

No one ever told me recovery would be the hardest part.

Under the covers
with nothing but skin
you and me
nothing else.

caress my scars as if they didn’t bleed out.
understand the days i say i can not get out of bed & play with my hair & hold me.
remind me that you are not him.
learn to help me with my triggers & flashbacks.
learn to love me.

I wanna write but my mind is not set,
Such a, low rain, even road is not wet!

In a drop of you, I lost an ocean of me.