I wish i can remove those feelings
I don’t want them not anymore
I don’t want to feel or even want you to feel my feelings
I’m better with my own
Alone in my little world
All alone

I feel lost

My feelings are just like the ocean
moving slowly or rushing fast

I can’t make them settle or slow down

How can I do that?

I want my feelings to be like the tide at the beach… dry and empty

Just between me and my thoughts…I really liked you I really do..or maybe
Maybe the idea
The idea of having someone to love or maybe just maybe to make sure i can be loved
Loveable by someone….person who love me for who i am for my presence for being me just me
Someone can love me in my silent days, boring days and anger days…
Can i be loved?
Can i be loved for who i am?
I think i can ..
By someone
A special person
A lovely person
Like… ME!!!
I just love me

Feeling can come and go right?

So why am i in the same place having the same feelings?

How can i move on?

I fell for nothing and i know that

But how can i move on from “nothing” ?

Wishing is all I can ask for

But having is something I can’t have