You seem to be looking for me

I'm hiding over here
In the melody I came up with but will never sing aloud
On the piece of scratch paper I just crumpled and threw out
In the Notes app of my phone
On my secret second twitter account
In the drunk texts I sent my best friend last night

You'll never find me though
Even I can't find me

"Do you believe in love?"
"No, I believe in me."

i love you
i miss you
don’t you dare come back to me

if absolution must come from me
rest assured,
you are free

that's the girl
that makes playboys fall in love
and committers think twice