You seem to be looking for me

I'm hiding over here
In the melody I came up with but will never sing aloud
On the piece of scratch paper I just crumpled and threw out
In the Notes app of my phone
On my secret second twitter account
In the drunk texts I sent my best friend last night

You'll never find me though
Even I can't find me

i love you
i miss you
don’t you dare come back to me

"Do you believe in love?"
"No, I believe in me."

if absolution must come from me
rest assured,
you are free

that's the girl
that makes playboys fall in love
and committers think twice