I see the white picket fences
Even you have one
I worry I’ll never get mine

The fence I have is around my heart
I want someone to cut it open
But I’m afraid no one wants to

I’m afraid that I can never be loved
That no one will want to call me theirs
Maybe I try to hard
But I’m just being me

My mom says I’ll find someone
“You’re so beautiful” they say
Then why don’t I see that

I hope you can break down my fence
Open the gate and walk right in
But please close it behind you
And hopefully never leave

Hello cutie
Please don’t give up
Don’t give up on this life of yours
There’s so much to see and do
If you end it now you’ll never know
Never know what could have been
Your life has meaning
Your life has purpose
You just need to open your eyes to see it
You need to wake up and breathe in positivity
And go to bed doing the same
Before you know it life will balance out
You’ll see a world that you never imagined
You’ll see strength and beauty everywhere
The negativity will just wash away like rain on your car
And just like rain, it’s temporary
The positive will always outweigh the negative
So stay strong like I know you are

How can one person make you feel so many feelings?
Aren’t you supposed to just feel happiness and acceptance?
But we usually don’t get that.
It’s hard to find the one that we can deal with that with.
And I’m kind of hoping that you are the one I can deal with.

I’m a different person

I used to hate myself, no love in sight

I did things I’m not proud of

Mingled with people I wish I didn’t

Yes I told lies but that’s the old me

Just please like the new me

i did it.
i finally let the thoughts take over.
im sick.