Pretty           such a lady
angelic            beauty
you                 soar
on atmospheric lack
of                    oxygen
when              near
           me
take                my
breath            to
depths           of
pressure        I
feel                upon
my                breast
such              pleasures
in                  other
places,            too.

Loving you is synonymous with setting yourself on fire
It seems the only way to stop the fire is to drench yourself in tears
And as it burns; the passion spreads wildly, untameable
Racing amongst gasoline veins during restless nights

The fireworks have exploded in my head this time
Flamboyant paint splashes the blank canvas of my mind
I'm feeling dizzy from the taste of electric lips and metallic tongue
Skin touching; your fingers dance a brief ballet across my skin

Unrequited love can only blossom so long without water
But will my showers of affection cause our withered love to grow
Or become waterlogged while we drown?
I stamp out my words and bury them in the dirt with a harsh finality
They rest in peace but my mind won’t settle
There is a raging inferno eating at my heart
And I'm not sure I want to put it out.

Some memories
Of old incidence
Really taunts me, making me
Remember that
Y**ou are really hurt

I don't want to think about
What will happen to us.
I don't want to think about
     Next year,
          Next month or
               Next week.
I just want to think about
                    Tomorrow.

I don't know
What I'm wearing tomorrow,
What I'll eat for breakfast,
Or if I'll even wake up tomorrow.
What I do know is that
                    Tomorrow,
I'll still love you.

Is it love or just an illusion?
The way you make me feel
Every time you smile baby
My heart skips two beats

Is it love or just an illusion?
How vulnerable I am around you
I feel secure and happy
Yet I feel so fragile 'cause of you

Is it love or just an illusion?
Why am I not able to see
You're using me you selfish man
And I'm not speaking against it

What you do to me is special
I've never felt so unique
When you're with me I'm happy
But when you leave I slowly die

Is it love or just an illusion?
Are you my true love
Or are you a lesson?

as I lie down to sleep,
these silent memories,
like snails,
slowly crawl into my head,
every memory stuck on replay,
memories of our last kiss
in your small silver car,
the last kiss shared before we faded  away,
like dust we dispersed into air,
memories of that day still
haunt me,
your face
it wont go away,
those beautiful eyes,
the way your touch sent waves of explosions,
inside and outside of  me
you were the only one who could release that feeling in me,
because you knew me,
you once loved me,
such memories are too precious to eradicate,
to make them go away,
how I wish it would never hurt this much to go to bed,
sleeping in a world of old memories,
and shedding oblivious tears.