You're like a blade cutting me deep
Sharper edges push in my skin
As I silently bleed.
Hush! They shall not know thy crime
How you severed my heart into pieces
Crushed my soul in your darkest chime.
Melodies I felt, as you sang to me those nights
Oh! Little did I know thy music was just a false dream
An illude filled with your eternal lies.
As thy deceitful promises kept scarring my delicate skin,
I silently bleed and drown in your memories
Enchanted in thy shadowy dreams.

The universe said that I will change,
My heart shall break, I cannot mend
As pure as I'm inside
Just a kid of five,
I laugh away their words, I shall be the same.
My friends would say that I will change,
Distance might break us, only the memories will remain
As youth flows through me
Just a girl of thirteen,
I ignore their words, I shall be the same.
My parents would worry, did I really change!?
A reckless mind inside, a wrecked heart in pain,
As frustration invades my spirit
And I'm just a girl of eighteen,
I break down and cry
I claim that I've gone insane.
I told myself that, "You have changed,
You have a broken heart that will never mend."
As lost I was, I look for a way
The universe conspired against my soul,
And I know I've failed to stay the same.
"So what? You shall break free and find your soul!" Said a voice from deep within.
As overwhelmed as I was,
Just a girl from the past,
I find that kid inside of me again
And embraced all my fears of change.

No, I do not fear losing you,
I don't shed tears because I've been hurt, too.
It's only your love, so pure, I fear
I might burn, I might drown as I draw you near.
No, I am not afraid to love your enlightened soul,
It's my darkened spirit, I fear
That will turn into ashes when you try to hold.
Delicate you are, as sacred as the raindrops from the clouds,
Corrupted I am, a demon hiding inside of me, I doubt.
So no, I do not fear losing you because I love you,
I fear of vanishing into the darkness,
As I desire for you to love me, too.