If my heart could write a letter to my mind,
It would have plenty to say about it's feelings.
Dear brain; you need to use me instead of your eyes,
after all I am the reason that you are breathing.

Dear brain why are you putting me through so much grief,
Making bad choices and decisions that will last.
Why are you so hasty on deciding when to leave,
why don't you take risks and give things another chance?

Dear brain don't my opinions matter in this life,
Everything you do makes me want to stab myself with a knife.
Dear brain are you always going to be thinking,
Instead of hearing my feelings; stop staring and start blinking.

Dear brain we are meant to be partners in this soul,
You aren't the only one who is going to grow old.
I will live the sixty to seventy years alongside with you,
Give my opinions value the deserve it, its the truth.

You may have to think of all these decisions, but I have to feel them!
You tell our body don't chase after her, but I'm the one that feels the separation, you n make decisions but don't deal with the occasions!
You leave me alone in pain to handle the situation..

Dear brain have you ever experience falling in love,
Or feeling it's magic; do you think about what is above?
Dear brain do you acknowledge my existence,
and hear my screams when you hurt me; do you listen?

You are the brain, & I am the heart, I need you and you need me... So let's be a team, we can work together, you see? I can help u think, and u can help me Beat...

These thoughts had me up... So let me write them a poem about just how perfect love is, but the page stays blank, because I’d rather show you then tell you, my actions been louder than my words even though my words can say a lot. Like jus tell me what keeps you up at night, so I can make you forget about everything for a while until you can get your head straight. Like call me at 4 in the morning when you can’t sleep, because I won’t go back to sleep until you are. show me the person you are when you’re half asleep, let me be the one that you can’t get off your mind at that time and can’t even think straight. teach me about you as I teach you things about love that you never knew. how to love without thinking, without trying. you can’t resist it, your not obsessed, but you need it in your life. U Can't see happiness in your life without someone u love!!! It's IMPOSSIBLE! It's about Seeing someone as a best friend before anything. that’s what makes it lasts. arguing one minute, hang up and call right back. nobody knows except for us, leave the haters confused, leaving everyone wondering what keeps us from falling apart... Have them asking "How do they do it?!" There are NOT many men like me left I kno it, people call me soft, cause I'm in tune with my "sensitive side" I believe that's wat all men need to succeed in keeping a woman happy. Do wat you can, jus show effort, I may can't give u exactly wat u want but I'll give u exactly wat u need. But that's not enough these days huh?
It's about honesty, trust, faithfulness, & loyalty through everything.... EVERYTHING!
It's just knowing without having to say a word, knowing when to hold one another when the times right, when we feel as if everything is just falling apart to reassure them that everything will be okay. to say, we can make it through anything, make a promise & keep it...fighting like everything’s over when we both know it’s not, loving like it could never end. Saying I hate you but I love you in the same sentence. just knowing that you could never leave their side.
Now That’s love to me...
Maybe one day you’ll see..

This Boy walks the earth
Displaying fraudulent pride
Keeping to himself
The number of times he's painfully cried..

This Boy walks the earth
Spreading smiles and cheers
Not letting a single person
Know his deepest & greatest fears..

This Boy walks the earth
With a head full of dreams
Smiling and goofy but hiding
That things are not as they seem..

This Boy walks the earth
With quite a lot to say
But it's what he never says
That bothers him every day...

This Boy walks the earth
Appearing so happy and free,
While most wouldn't guess it but,
This misunderstood Boy is me...

How am I supposed to trust people
How could I ever learn to believe words again
Saying "I promise" is so easy
But it means nothing
It's so easy to lie about feelings
It's best not to trust anyone
You won't be disappointed
When their "I promise"
Turns to "Goodbye"
It will happen
It's inevitable

if i could I would change the world to be a better place
not this troubled one that we have to face
there would be no worries, no selfishness, or greed
& a hungry mouth i would gladly feed
soldiers wouldnt die fighting in a war
i would change it all & we'd live in peace once more
I'd change it all around and make it a place fit to live
if i could change the world this is wat i would freely give...

How do you tell ya heart she's gone forever n not coming back? How does one pull off a smile when tears are always first to react? How do I keep you out my dreams if you're there every night? How do u jus let go of wat you always held so tight? How do you jus become friends with someone you were once in love with? How do u accept that you're now 2nd to who u put 1st? What happens to the future that was planned? What happens if her heart starts to love another? All the promises that were made, is there still hope? If not, how do u expect me to cope? Will the broken promises & hearts ever not be apart? What happened to the person that you were, why didn't I notice the changes start to occur?
When you've lost all u ever wanted, how can u ever smile again when your heart is now Haunted....

Love
Such a beautiful word.
But it can also be
Destructive,
Deceitful,
Uncontrollable,
Unpredictable,
And scary...
So simple yet, so complex...
I speak bout love so much
So recently I was asked what love means to me...

So Love, to me, means:

Never feeling alone. When you are with them, or when you are apart...

You want to know everything and anything about them. You want to hear their stories and their deepest darkest secrets, and keep them for only you and them to share...

Nothing that pops into your head is not heard by them. They understand. They know you And even if they don't completely understand, it's okay. You know that everything is safe with them. You can confide in them..

To you, they feel like home, your safe place, and an adventure all in one.

You never want them to feel alone or scared, or sad. You wish they could always feel loved..

You want them to always be happy. Whether they're with you, or even with someone else..
Always putting God before each other..
To see them smile.
To watch them feel whole...

That is what love means to me....