Mother watching me with piercing cold eyes, your dreams for me were nothing but lies.
Mother suffocating me with your so called love and expectations, my lungs are dying like cancer patients.
Mother who is ever so wise, I've lived my life for you in disguise.
Turning into what I hated, till my lies became too complicated.
Mother am flowed I will be the first to admit, but you are the real hypocrite.
What do you see when you look at me? am not the once fraile girl you knew me to be.
Mother who wastes my youth without care, there only so much a person can bare.
I hear you laughter in my head, it is a sound that I've come to dread.
Mother you gave me the precious gift of life, but all your words cut like a knife.
Why do you hate me? do I remind you of everything you wanted to be.
Mother who feeds on my anger and
Frustration, Like a hunger stricken nation.
Nothing I will ever do will be good enough for you, I feel it in my heart It must be true.
Mother I know you only do what you think is best, that's why you made my life a test
Mother it seems our worlds are destined to crash, leaving behind nothing but ash.