I'll never forget these times
Sitting underneath our star
Laughing while the wind chimes
Forgetting everything in a parked car

As April fades and summer dies
Labels made by solemn lies
Autumn leaves in color like fire
And with it our last goodbyes

When winter arrives
it will bring all of its sloppy angels
And show off all of its beautiful victims
its snow fills the distance between us...

Oh, snowfall wipe it all away
Don't ever want to go back
Oh, snowfall let it be the same
Can't stand to see it change

I hate trying not to try
I hate that I can't say "I'm better"
I hate I'm not the reason you're happy
but I love that I fell for you

I love you can't tell I'm trying
I love that you say "he's the best"
I love that you're happy
But I hate that I fell for you

He was a profound *******
speaking things that he believed
Believing the things that he conceived
Conceiving the things that he had dreamed
But the things that he had dreamed didn't match with reality
The things that he conceived didn't scratch actuality
The things that he believed could only latch with a fallacy
And what he spoke was plastered

Taking anything to make his mind numb
Because he can't stand the way they are
numbing everything to feel dumb
Because he wants to be just like they are

Maybe if I had tried
My parents in another **** fight
Seemed like it was every night
So I ran away and I lied
As the lightning flashed
And the storm lashed
With each boom I cried
I was just scared
Why was it so hard to say?

Why do we even try
I don't want to fight
Not another **** night
I hate it when you lie
As our time flashed
And my heart lashed
I couldn't help but cry
I'm just scared
Why is that so hard to say?