One day you wake up
Realizing that nothing you lived, was.
Everything one big deceptive illusion
of something that never was.
Misinterpretation, sensory misconception.
False believe, drowning idea before even coming to life.
Feeling cheated on so many levels.
After thinking it was solid ground
you were standing on.
Like a severe earthquake
hitting everything that was built fragile.
Hitting it with one blow away.
Still so much love inside
holding hands with deep sadness.
Keep going with the flow,
you just can’t drown now.
Living breathing life
while  it’s so suffocating.
Still smiling,
while everything inside
has been broken,
time after time.




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autumn leaves bed holds
song of gold to lay me down
kisses by cold breeze


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Born under this dark galaxy
Your luck is yours and can  never be mine
As mine luck is mine
and can never be yours.
It is  written in the stars.
Wish someone their light of eye,
don’t steal it.



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Like parfume of the cherry blossoms
Rising up to heaven
Walking through the streets
memories of what used to be
connected with all senses.
A long lost melody
bringing  everything back to life right before my eyes.
Pleasure, pain and delight.
All feelings
You are
like music, a song, a prayer
Forever on my mind.



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White moon far above
You’re so beautiful
can’t get enough!
Shine on me
Enhance my colors
with your love!!


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I will walk miles to meet you
If I know you’re walking too
towards me.



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Muted forever.
Links of misplaced zipper sewed together.
I am locked inside my emptiness.
Hollow do I sound.
Watching eyes all around, following you what you do.
Can’t express, feelings of suppression, weighing heavy, making me intensely broken.
Time is limited.
No change before the twelfth hour.
Without freedom time stands still forever.
Only memories,
haunting me.
I’ll be weeping forever.
Tears from deep lacerations.
Like belt stripes on my naked skin.
In my lifetime,
I couldn’t be what I was meant to be.
God have mercy on me and them.




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To shine
face the sun
To glow
Come out in the dark
let the moon
enhance your colors
let  the stars sparkle
you with showers.

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In simple language
winds carrying my words
meeting you.



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Tell me everything
Tell me a lie
Tell me everything
but don’t let me cry
Don’t spoil the dream
I’m living in
Let me sleep
Let me dream
Let we  meet
In my dream
over and over again!!

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Lovely ancient woodland wildflower,
protected you are.
Velvet sea of blue you can create
Your bell like appearance makes you look sad
It’s not because of the upcoming sun
you hang your head
It’s just the way you thrive
In partial shade.
Still you grow too where waters meet land
For humility and gratitude you stand
and the world loves you.





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The smallest event can change your everyday life.
Big changes can stop you on your tracks of life.


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golden passerine
symbol of prosperity
sacred bird you are


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The most painful things remain unsaid .
They are carved in a heart
So utterly sad.
The most beautiful words written
Come from a heart in pain.
Still...
So much pain
Remains.
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Don’t look too long
too deep
in those eyes.
You wil meet yourself.



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Don’t stay  in the dark
Shine in the light
Sparkle under the stars
Be proud of who you are.


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Standing in the dark, locked up
Inside myself
Little dot of light I see while praying
Coming through my keyhole.
Seeing people just like me
Living life, walking, talking all dressed up.
Living dolls locked up in their selves looking for their key.




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A beautiful heart is everlasting
So is
Poetry!!

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They say, nothing lasts forever,
but I can assure you
My love for you
will last longer then their forever
because long after you’ll be gone
my love for you
will still stand true.



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Human beings are
Bottomless
Deep, full of beauty
Full of secrets.
Take time to explore
Everyday you’ll discover something new.
All of creation exist within the depths of our minds.


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Breathing vibrant colored
flower bunch
All generations together
From bud to wilted ones
Soft petals in wind and sun.


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peonies buds peep
behind early morning fog
rose petals embrace




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In my  dream garden
I will be waiting for you
With blossom and flirt

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Silent flower
Waiting for the sun
To bloom and to be kissed
So much beauty inside
Ready to show off.
Lonely woman
Waiting for her Prince
To make her heart flutter
To bloom and to be kissed
So much love inside
Ready to give.

And when the sun came
The prince arrived
The flower started to bloom
Lonely woman opened her eyes
She started to glow.
Flower in paradise.

Then came the butterflies and the bees.
To make sure everywhere flowers would appear.
The prince took his lady by the hand.
To live happily ever after,
to never be lonely again.

True stories begin
With hearts filled with love.
To make this world a beautiful flower garden with white doves.
All people living together in harmony and peace.

It’s on us the people, to
let this fairytale come true.


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pink song heart filled LOVE
life’s melody to dance on
only way to PEACE.



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Diving into the deep
I woke up in a field of flowers.



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golden disc waters
reflections of light and love
in our hearts and homes



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You don’t need a king to be a queen!

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I kissed the day, it turned
into night.
I waited…. and…
you brought the moon.
Making my dreams come true.
Along came the dawn.
With break of day
you were going away.
Birth of the sun
Making me blush and bloom
while waiting for you.
My moon.

Happiness means letting go
while staying whole.

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Feelings,
Like the sea meets the
horizon
Like the sea touches the shore
Always moving
and so much more.
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Bright moon
Golden full
Circle of the night
Beautiful disk
So bright
Everything lights up
Whenever you appear
Creating this romantic picture.
Makes the oceans sing
the oceans blues
Calming you.
Make lovers whisper in the ear
loneliness disappears
Shine o shine
Your mystical light.
Attract the waves of sea
Different tides to be.
Shine your light
let darkness be over.



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Autumn is here look around
A different view appears
Summer is gone
Other feelings arrive
Time to slow down
Take it all in,  adjust your pace
Green leaves leave
Landscapes are down
All one of a kind
Different shades is what you see
Beautiful leafless tree shapes appear
look with an open mind
The beauty of a greenless land, behold
different shades of brown and gold
Caressing the eyes.
Sooting the mind
Feeding  the soul.
It’s time for coziness inside
Time for peace of mind



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Hurt.
The aura is broken
Open wound, for anything to come in
Either to be  hurt more
or to let the healing begin.
The wounded mind heals with care, trust.
With love
Let’s heal each other.

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Don’t cry because I’m gone
One flower
From me to you
Our plant in bloom
Letting you know, I’m still around.



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We cry when being born
we die in stillness


Surrounded by stillness
Blurred vision, can’t see far.
I am in slow motion,
body and mind
Till I stand still.
Nothing is moving
The wind is on mute.
Not even a whisper.
I meet myself at my own horizon.
I feel me.
From high to low I go.

You are all you have.
Nothing more nothing less.
Black of night travels through time
to meet light of day.
Don’t lose yourself in infinity.

I’m still here.
The same inside.
Older outside.
In stillness all we have is our memories and conscience.
In warm or cold embrace.
You connect with universe and God.
In stillness.
It will carry you till your last day.
Find inner-peace in solitude
and you’ll die a peaceful man.


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We cry when being born
We die in stillness of our own.


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A tree in full bloom
in desert land
The seed of love is planted
overcoming anything
making a song within
Like branches of the olive tree, withstanding, bending without breaking.



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Colorful flower
Ready to be kissed by you
Sweet nectar kisses

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She was crying
Her girl, 15 years old,
was in the ICU
It was a suicide attempt
Reason, they don’t know
Parents divorced 3 years ago
Both in new relationships now
She didn’t pass the final exams
Her mother’s boyfriend just moved in with them
And people ask whatever reason made her do such a thing.
Think!!


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When our time is near
we leave behind
all the burdens on our backs
but the ones within.
Hold close what’s dear.
Watch the immaculate white rose.



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Love, bottomless
Satins shiny glow
Breathing without air
Floating or drowning
between heaven high
and ocean deep.
Even the stars are impressed .



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Morning break
Sunrise,  a silent explosion of the sky.
Sunbeams to warm you
To give you strength
To be a sunbeam yourself
for someone each new day
So I pray!


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In one moment in time
when things come together.
You’re conceived.
For everyone there is a time
a purpose
to come to life.
A time to be born.


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And while the world is changing around us
Orange clouds are taking over the sky
Souls of people are rising up to the heavens while yet another sunset is painting the sky.
Every day loved ones die
Meeting of spirits will soon happen while Earthlings cry.
Story of all our lives.


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Blending gems of God’s creations,
creating Mother Nature’s painting.
Variety in so many ways
Different shapes and colors.
See life moving,
hear the sounds breathing.
Waters soft hymn’s
Whispers of the wind
leave
leaves dancing.



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All was gone
They left
The weather was changing
Holding on to my true self
I am sad, alone
Weeping
seeds that will set you free.
Fly high.
Take me away wind
I don’t belong.


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My happiness is gone
tears in my eyes
Only sadness
When I know I am not welcome
No one wants me in their land
I’ve been running from my once called home
They smoked us away
Do you know how that feels?
To know that nowhere on this earth there is a place for me?
Where I’m welcome to stay and build a home?
You judge me because?
I am just a child, I am lost
Walked miles every day in sun and rain with stomach pain.
A burden in everybody’s land
Yes I know it’s theirs,
their right by birth.
I have none.
They let me know every second that passes by that
I’m not welcome here and nowhere.
Can you imagine  how that feels?
Do you know where and how I live? You wouldn’t last a day.
Only sadness on my mind
Eyes filled with tears all the time. Emptiness inside.
So much pain so much grief.
Is it fair to be a child like me?
Just because!!
You could easily have been me.
Think about that.

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In the end
It doesn’t matter
Who you are
Where you’re from
What you have
The great things you’ve done
All that matters is
what  you shared.
and how you cared.
for everyone.
Feel free
In the end.

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Natural colored bird
Sitting in the subtropical forest.
You look like you flied out of a just finished painting
with all the fresh painting like strokes which finish your bright colored feathers,
bright beak that makes you the beautiful bird you are.
Surrounded by all the exotic wildflowers
you blend right in where you are.
Your conservation status makes you interesting and they all want to pin you down.
Your song resonates in your appearance,
you’re a delight for ears and eyes.

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Early morning light
of day.
Time to ponder.
Before birds first song.



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