I was born different.
They knew from the start.
I was a healthy baby boy.
Really cute and beautiful too.
But then I started crying.
All day and all night long.
No one knew what the problem was.

Bring me to places
Where it is quiet and peaceful.
Dear mother, I know.
I am as I am and only you understand.
I need calmness in my head.



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In the end you can’t face God with mask on.


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Today when day was almost done
I tried to capture a sensational blood sun
guiding me home.
Tangelo peel colored sky
calling twilight’s name
in soft whispers,
gliding on the wind.
Time of silence was setting in
when birds flying to their nests to rest.
Blind bats going wild,
feeling night fall,
seeing…..
while the sun was going under.



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Peace will enter when love prevails.
Inner peace will enter when you  listen
to your own voice
while staying close to your Creator.



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While winter is going to sleep
Spring is awakening
I hear the birds in early morning green,
calling….
Soft melody of wind
caressing early blue of sky
to poke lazy sun to open eyes
and shine on all of pastel fragrance bloom.
It’s the time for new beginnings.
Let’s love.



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Be like a tree
Happy with sun and rain.
Sing different songs
with the wind.
Sometimes happy sometimes sad.
Changing,
through all seasons.
Still blossoming every time.
Rainbow sky,
giving
hope for sunny ways tomorrow.



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While flowers bloom till their colors fade away
Trees grow taller everyday
Every new day a beginning or an end.
Every day a choice you make.

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While flowers bloom till their colors fade away
Trees grow taller everyday
Every new day a beginning or an end.
Every day a choice you make.


We all live from day to day.
Knowing there will come that time
That we will die.
Still we’re living our life not in the best way.
When hearing a diagnosis of a terminal disease
knowing and seeing , experiencing
near end,
from yourself or a loved one,
you see people change and living life suddenly another way.
When being confronted with death our second life starts
and the first one is over.
You now learn to live with grief.
Priorities change.
To live life is to not forget that it ends.
Living with the right priorities.
Knowing it can be over any given moment.
In life many things just happen to you.
Things come your way, things you can’t control.
So, try
to do the right thing, concerning what you can control, choose your ways in life  wisely.
Love and respect yourself, know your worth.
Live with faith, love and kindness inside.
Be there for your fellow man.
When your time of grief starts that’s what will carry you through.




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Color me orange flower moon
When you’re near and full
Watching my beauty
That’s when I’ll bloom
in the light of night.
Sun of dark,
I’m so in love with you.


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When your last days are here
all you will carry is what will  carry you too.
Your conscience.



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Be like a tree
Happy with sun and rain.
Sing different songs
together with the wind.
Sometimes happy sometimes sad.
Changing leaves
still beautiful
through all seasons.
Still blossoming every time.
Knowing that to grow tall
sun and rain is needed.
Always look up after a rainy day
and discover a  colored ribbon in the sky.
It’s the hope for sunny ways tomorrow.



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Layer upon layer
Petals close embrace.
Like
my lovers closing arms.
A rose fully open.
Waiting… to be plucked.
Red rose from lover’s Eden
Fover your gardener I’ll be.


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Every shade of blue exists
in every kind of man.


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We cry when being born
we die in stillness


Surrounded by stillness
Blurred vision, can’t see far.
I am in slow motion,
body and mind
Till I stand still.
Nothing is moving
The wind is on mute.
Not even a whisper.
I meet myself at my own horizon.
I feel me.
From high to low I go.

You are all you have.
Nothing more nothing less.
Black of night travels through time
to meet light of day.
Don’t lose yourself in infinity.

I’m still here.
The same inside.
Older outside.
In stillness all we have is our memories and conscience.
In warm or cold embrace.
You connect with universe and God.
In stillness.
It will carry you till your last day.
Find inner-peace in solitude
and you’ll die a peaceful man.


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We cry when being born
We die in stillness of our own.


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Don’t judge the path your fellow man is walking
Especially when he is barefooted.
His feet are his.


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Addiction
Trauma in the roots
Pain
Escaping
Everything  closing in
Tears like rivers
In the end you’re drowning
Know
It’s not you....
It’s what’s done to you.
Be open
For help.
Talk.




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When sleepy sun
is kissing blue of ceiling
peeled mango colors appear
creating soft light.
Twilight eyes turns dreamy .
Welcoming God’s dark blanket.
Birds hurry home.
Lovers favorite time.




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They say, nothing lasts forever,
but I can assure you
My love for you
will last longer then their forever
because long after you’ll be gone
my love for you
will still stand true.



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If you don’t like the way I am
walk away.
I refuse being something I’m not
to make you feel good.


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Through twilight’s fields
We walk this Earth.
Searching.
Until we meet our beloved.
Kiss me gently,
before nightfall.


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Velvet red wings in sleeping cold
Waiting to sing.
Harmony in lover’s warmth.
Spirits for those who see.
Lucky view.



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Blending gems of God’s creations,
creating Mother Nature’s painting.
Variety in so many ways
Different shapes and colors.
See life moving,
hear the sounds breathing.
Waters soft hymn’s
Whispers of the wind
leave
leaves dancing.



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Working hands in prayer
Broken bones, painful joints.
Pin downed art to be admired
For centuries, everlasting.
Gratitude for sacrifice of a brother.
Now,
a way to honor he who set his hands in prayer.
Since the beginning of time hands were put together
while men pray with bowing head .
Till today it’s the same way humans humbly ask in prayer.
All over the world
for centuries,
Praying
for  faith ,
love and  peace.
For strength and guidance.
To never lose hope when in despair.
That we have enough kindness inside to help people in pain and those who suffer.
To be soft inside and always see the good in others and never to judge one another.
That we are forgiven for the things we did wrong
to find peace inside.
That there will be world peace someday.
With bowing head
we still humbly pray today.
Everyday.
It all began with gratitude for sacrifice made by a brother.
It al started with love.



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The clock is ticking towards midnight hour.
Towards end of just another year.

Soon last season will be over,
time to leave behind all that’s gone by
Just like fall’s fallen leaves.

Time for reflection can begin.

Keys are there for doors to open.

To unlock life’s hidden mysteries
but  also to close doors
to all that’s in the past,

time for forgiveness sets in.

Another chance is given
to make wrongs right.

Yes,
 It’s time for a new begin.


Every season has it’s own charm.

Every year it’s own mystery.

Every day in life you have the chance
for new beginnings.

Every day can bring you light.

Wish you and your beloveds a blessed
and peaceful Year.

May there be World Peace too someday.


.


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Wisdom,
like the taste of wine.
It comes with the years.
Listen to the elderly.


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I will pin it down
Beauty in sadness
Will make you cry
The sadness of beauty so divine
Blanket of love to cover ourselves
Poems ,
breathing jewels of the spirit.



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When midnight is here
Christmas trees are coming to life.
All the angels are humming, watching universe lightening up while reindeer fly higher and high.
Eyes delight.
Heaven opens sending blessings to a world in need.
It’s the wonder of birth of our Savior.
All planets are silent.
Observing caribou like creatures without wings, flying.
And Christmas begins….
Close your eyes,
Pray and sing.




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Life is a
string of second chances.
Everyone deserves a second chance.


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Treasured dreams.
Disappearing behind fog of life.
Blurred vision
trying to see through curtain
of falling night.
Mystery promise made
Anticipation growing
Flourishing awaits

In lover’s close embrace
Dark of night turns in
light of day and
flowers smile.
Dreams came true last night.
Counting hours passing by
Anticipation for once again
a passionate night’s delight.

Time passes while
love stays young forever.


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It takes an empty cage
for the last bird’s song to echo.



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When…..
Snow globe moon is here.
Christmas is near.
It’s that special time again.
Cold weather, coziness.
Cinnamon scent fills the air.
Lights everywhere……
Let it come trough.
Let it be Christmas in our hearts
too.



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Lucky is he who has
a warm bed  to sleep
Enough to eat, water to drink.
Water to bathe.
Luckier is he who has the blessing of health, friends and family.
Most lucky is he who has himself and faith within.
Blessed.


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Today in early morning dew
My eyes were searching for my moon.
Much to my delight
I saw a little quarter light
still sleeping like a baby sickle
covered by a little see through cloud
dreaming of the sun still yet to come
to greet at dawn of day.
I smiled and said “ hello my old friend “.



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By saying sorry you don’t change the past.
You change the future.
At least you try.



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Immaculate white velvet kisses.
Covering little wooden cabin
by the lake
in peaceful quiet,
not a sound.
Christmas trees in nature
standing perfectly still,
shivering in winter’s cold.
Waiting patiently for cozy nights to come along.
With a family sitting around the fire
drinking hot chocolate
singing Christmas songs.
It’s the memory of my childhood.
When my folks were still around.
The time for new memories is now,
feelings of deja vu on my minds




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Bloodshed on living walls.
In the name of light of peace.
Searching hands in yellow clouds.
Reaching for the untouchable men behind the gate.
Not knowing what they are doing.
Where they are going.
Man versus man.
I meet you on the battle field.
Look at me .
I am you .
Both lost in this political game.
Let the bloodshed stop.
Let us go together to only light
To brotherhood.
Heal everything that’s broken.
No more darkness behind closed doors.

Where Peace on Earth awaits.


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Don’t look too long
too deep
in those eyes.
You wil meet yourself.



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Write poetry
Read poetry
and see
magnolias and butterflies
come to life.



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In evening of summer
a change appears.
Cooler breeze is coming my way.
Looking at trees I feel thankful just to be.
Colors so soft taking all sharpness away.
Making me want to hum a silent song.
Watermelon leaves next to olive green and beige all going to the golden gate.
In this transition time of trees and leaves
it’s good for humans to realize
that autumn season
is like autumn of years.
Coming to the eve of our lives.
Life in pastel colors, softens the mind.
Going towards hopefully golden times.
Live well.




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Big moon is watching
as we are in each other’s arms.
Shining light on weeping willow,
our romantic hide away arms.
I lay down, look at you.
Hypnotized.
Big Charon is jealous of your view.
There are no ferrymen here
to cross souls over Pluto’s underworld rivers
Only surrounding loving moonlight’s auras.
Making our nights special.
Natural candlelight shivering with moving branches
as
Weeping willow sheds green tears.


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All the honey and milk of another country couldn’t give him the feeling that spring water of his home gave to him.



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If I could paint ongoing war
it would be a canvas grey.
If I could paint the children’s hurt,
the sadness in their eyes,
It would be a canvas black,
like eyes without a sight.

If I could paint the hatred
between mankind right now
the canvas would catch fire.
Like bombs and missiles
thrown at innocent homes,
killing everyone with all their desires.

But I would like to paint
the prayers cry for help.
From all who feel your pain,
helpless child in war.
It will be a painting with soft yellow light.
Like a flaming candle in the night.
Canvas black must bathe in this shining glow.
Every prayer like a little star
on a moonless night.
Shedding light on human pain
comforting all children’s sorrow.


And white dove still sits patiently.
Hoping for better times.
To fly and bring green leaves for everyone.
For every little child.

When will the time come for him.
Message he wants to bring
message of world peace.

Children, I pray for you.


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You can fool yourself
with almost anything
but…..falling in love.



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What’s happening in the world today.
Wars everywhere.
People shooting people because of different faith,
greed for one little piece of land.
Missiles thrown at innocent women, children and men.

Once
A child grew up on conflict ground.
Saw all family and friends dying.
Born was the devil in him.
Only rage in a traumatized mind.
A planted seed without love.
Devil he will become.
Don’t you see.
Killing each other to have peace leads to nothing but loss.
Loss of love and loved ones.
Revenge leading to nothing but pain and end of everything
nothing has been gained.
Keep feeding hate with hate.
Wars will know no end.

Don’t throw bombs at innocent ones.
Children are just children wherever they’re from
No matter on which side of the borders they are.
Don’t you see you only create hate with what you do.
There is no faith that says go hurt
**** a child or a helpless man.

You can’t stop the hate with hate.
You can stop hate with nothing but love.
Please for once learn from the past.
You don’t have a winner in war.
You think that you might have won.
But there is that child somewhere
with rage in the heart.
And everything starts all over again.


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