SangaHmar: Favorites

May 2020 SangaHmar

CJ Tims

I am ashamed
At how broken i am.
I apologize
For the amount of stress
I may cause in the midst of your
Efforts of trying to keep me held together.
I apologize
that i continue to fall apart
Before your glue has time to dry.
I apologize
That every time you pick a piece of me up,
Yet another breaks.
I am trying.
You are fixing me slower than i am breaking,
And i am ashamed.
Thank you.
Thank you for not giving up
On a broken piece of nothing.

May 2020 SangaHmar

Universe Of Two

May 2020 SangaHmar

Queenologist

Universe Of Two

I wana close my eyes
& wake up next to you
I wana see your worst
that leads up to the best of you
I wana lay on your chest
& listen to your heart beat
Look up into your eyes
& tell you that it belongs to me
I wana please you
mentally, emotionally & physically
I wana make you smile
be your saving grace
kiss all over your face
& give you the best of me
I wana make you wana run home to me
& make love to me
because you love being alone with me
I want you to trust deep down in your core that I adore you
Do anything for you
I love you with all of me
I Would never do you any harm
You not being part of my world
means everything in life is wrong
I wana be your confidant
your best friend, lover & your wife
I want you to know that
where you belong is forever in my life.

#love #soulmate

May 2020 SangaHmar

like an idiot

May 2020 SangaHmar

Verdant Quo

like an idiot

like water
I poured myself into her until she was overflowing at the brim

like reinforced steel
I bridged my heart to hers and welded myself to her soul

like the sun
I filled myself with light to cover her darkness

like a blanket
I shielded her from the harsh world underneath the covers

like magnets
I orbited her aura until we inevitably collided

like a seed
I felt myself growing up from her

Then, like an idiot
I could tell she felt nothing.

#water #love #relationships #pain #breakup

Feb 2020 SangaHmar

need my sorry

Feb 2020 SangaHmar

basil

need my sorry

we used to talk
every single day
about
every single thing

and now
we nod
in passing

and it leaves me aching
for the careless laughter
we used to share

but you seem perfectly
okay with
this turn of events

i want to apologize
because this is all my fault

but you seem fine

so the only person
that needs my sorry
is me

it's so hard. we used to talk about everything, and now... we're strangers. what the **** happened to us? i know you have a wonderful gf now, but can you at least tell me how your day is?

#ex #heartbroken #distant #**** #why #love

Jan 2019 SangaHmar

Numbness.

Jan 2019 SangaHmar

Cassidy Noyes

Numbness.

Just sitting there,
Staring
Eyes full of pain and sorrow,
but feeling nothing.
All the pain and suffering
has taken every good thing from her.
Her smile, her laugh,
The way she used to love life, Gone.
With now feeling nothing, But the emptiness that was left with her.

-Cassidy Rae

Sep 2018 SangaHmar

Untitled

Sep 2018 SangaHmar

Logun Alexander Johnson

Untitled

The room is dark.
Twisted, cold
and loud,
but then I realise...

I'm just in my head.

Jul 2018 SangaHmar

Mental Illness

Jul 2018 SangaHmar

Elliot

Mental Illness

It's an incessant battle between you and your own mind.

You can't just stop thinking that.
You can't just stop feeling that.
You can't just stop being ill.

Nobody can do it but yourself, you have to learn to heal yourself.

It takes hard work and dedication.
It takes a lot of patience and frustration.
It takes the right therapy and medication.

And above all it takes time and hope.

#mental #illness

Jul 2018 SangaHmar

Hope dies last

Jul 2018 SangaHmar

Elliot

Hope dies last

Cling on to it, hold it dear
And you will persever

#hope

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