I'll give it one more day. One more time. One more step. One more try. One more smile. One more laugh. One more hug. One more kiss. One more shot at happiness. Just in case the next one is the one that matters
Some ones warmth to melt my frozen heart Another hand to wipe my never ending tears Ears to listen to me screaming inside Lips to tell me its going to be okay A beating heart to understand how lonely I truly am •-•
Words have a lot of combinations Combinations that can be translated differently A compliment could turn into an insult Words hurt but only mentally
Conversations seem like routines Questions racing through my mind The answers making me more anxious Overthinking the scenarios that could cost me a friend... •-•
Heart covered in ice Feelings completely numb Mind overwhelmed by thoughts Stomach aching in pain Nose bleeding Head feeling dizzy Insomnia constantly taking over Tears never fleeting Mouth lost for words Ears ringing loudly Soul shattered into pieces Chest hurting Love a figment of my imagination Lust fighting for control Depression never ending •-•
I wrote this piece during a difficult time in my life. I hope that you feel reassured that I can relate to your pain.-Nisha