I hope one day you'll find someone who could break your heart like you did mine but choose not to

I might die of broken heart tonight
Tell him I love him
With all my heart
Every time, never fail

We try and we try and we try
The universe just won't comply
We got through the last time
Now I'm afraid to bet even a dime
But this love I can't fight
This love I want to make right
This love is exhausting
But I'm not quitting
Because I love you
And that's all I seem to do

I love you,
And that's all I seem to do.

I'm not being fool for love
It's me risking it all,
believing that this love is worth it.

But you can't burn bridge while still standing on it.

Because I can't afford to talk or be 'friend' with you right now
because I'd be lying to myself and to you
because I don't wanna just talk to you or be 'friend' with you
because small talk with you kills me and being your friend means knowing when one day u find another  
because that'd **** me too
because I can't know that
because I'd be jealous
because I don't want you to
because I still love you.
Because that's the reason for everything
Because I still love you very much.

Don't go there.
The empty void that is now haunted
Where ghosts linger
Ready to trap souls
In cages made of nostalgia.

I made it through most nights
With shots and sobs.

The bruise has turned blue
But they still scream you.

Leaking.
Darling, your love is leaking.
I hear it.
The drip drip drop.
Wakes me up at night.
Thinking didn't the faucet
Turned tight enough?
Or did I overturned it?
Till it's loose and
Leaking.
Darling, your love is leaking.

Can we fix us?
Scrape the lock to our door that'd been covered in rust,
Collect pieces of our heart that'd turn to dust,
And rebuild our broken trust.
Let's fix us.

I am utterly in love with you right now.
Downright in love.
And time may take this moment away,
Time may take us away,
Time may even take this love away,
Time takes a lot of things away.
But right now,
This feeling is invincible.
My love too colossal to flag.
We're invincible.
Because I am simply in love with you
Right now.

I still miss you sometimes.
But sometimes,
Sometimes is all the time.

Disoriented.
But sprinting straight to you at the finishing line.

Let's meet again.
But not now
Not two weeks from now
Not a year or a few years after
Or when we're better for each other.

Let's meet again
When we run into each other
Down by the road.
Let's meet again
When the pain finally subsides
Cause only then I'll look at you
Without feeling my heart ripping.

I hope that
You are as broken as I am.
I hope that
You feel at least a speck
Of the immense ache I carry
In my hollow chest everyday
Since the day you said
You don't us anymore.
I don't care
When people say I didn't love you enough
To wish only happiness for you.
You ******* destroy me.
Have I not loved and still
I'd already **** you.

1 shot
I remember the way you looked at me,
the way your eyes undressed my soul
exposing all of me.
i hated that.



2 shots
i remember my heart skipped a beat
at the touch of your hand,
our sweaty palms refused to part.
i thought i hate that.



3 shots
i remember the wetness of your kiss,
how your lips on mine
they tasted of cigarette.
i try to hate that.



4 shots
i remember your body on mine,
the way we intertwine.
you scent all over me
i couldn't hate that.



5 shots
i remember it all
the vision bright in my mind.
this isn't what shots do, right?

6 shots
maybe it'll take a lot more to forget.

Time wasn’t very kind to us
It brought us together
Gave us a lil bit of itself
And then left.

Left us miles apart
Left us with lonely nights
Left us with a void that slowly swallow the little love we had.

But you were not very kind too
Time has already done its damage
And you decided it wasn’t enough
So you left too

Left me with poison to my heart
Left me gasping for cure that’s your affection.
Left me dying.