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  Mar 2019 Paige Error
Yasin
Fear is not telling you how much I need you because I'm afraid you won't reply
Paige Error Mar 2019
Words drift slowly falling like snowflakes in my mind. Covering my midscape with fluffy flakes of diction. Words of hate and love spasticly fluttering to the ground. Snow is beautiful, white, and pristine. Some words are too but, others are heavy, dark, and cruel. Those are like blizzards plummeting in mass amounts sending my mind into a snow globe of chaos. The thing I struggle with remembering is that snow globes settle. So maybe if I can just get through this week where constant paranoia is coming down like hail. Things will be better. Or at least I hope.
Paige Error Jan 2019
Honestly I miss you
I wish I didn’t
I wish I could hate you
But you were so perfect for me
I’m not even sure what went wrong
Were you afraid?
Afraid of losing me
Because my lungs did heal
I’m no longer critical
Were you guilty?
Haunted by mistakes I had already forgiven
Because you hurt me but I still loved you
You said I deserved someone better
That’s sweet hon but I didn’t want someone better
I wanted you to stop distancing yourself from me
I wanted you period
I loved you
And you told me you loved me
Or was that a lie too?
Paige Error Jan 2019
Sitting idly
Silently
Watching
Or just existing
Paige Error Jan 2019
I’m trapped inside my personal prison.
A terrible place full of beautiful words expertly crafted for create wonderful weapons. Not the kind that pierces the flesh… well not all the time. But rather ravishes the mind. Singing sweetly a song of solitary suffering. Planting lavish lies lamenting friendships lost. Calmly convincing me of my infinitesimal importance in the world. Seductively whispering solutions in my ear. How tempting an escape sounds so tantalizingly close. But then I go to write my final thoughts from my desolately dark mind and I don’t know how to say goodbye. So I look into the eyes of my best friend and retreat the the safety of my personal prison.
Movie have happy endings right?
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