a moment of joy a millisecond of reflection a pang of -remorse? a flooding of tears a deep breath of collection an acceptance of fate a surge of determination
The abandonment issues and rejection inherited and absorbed It penetrates my core I push away Any glimpse of the mimicking I speak my truth Put up barriers I'm not sure what I'm more scared of to be left or to be loved
They told me that it's all in my head And they were right It is all in my head... And my heart And my veins, It's in my stomach My arms and my legs It's immobilizing my muscles And deteriorating my skin So yes- they were right But they left a few things out Not only is it in my head It's now completely taken over every single part That makes me Me