Sam - Hello Poetry

Sam Jan 2019

We talk
About so many things
Like how young we are
And now smart you are
Even our future
It gets so deep
Like the darkest debts
Of my soul
And I enjoy those conversations
But then it goes back to being light
It goes back to saying cute, dumb things
And I love those conversations too
A lot
They flow together so naturally
Like water, like water
Like beautiful art
It feels so natural
And unrehearsed
Just lifelike
And amazing
Thank you

#boyfriend

Sam Dec 2018

Dreaming

I finally got you
It feels like a lie
But really it’s true
I don’t want this to die

You really do want me
But I keep asking myself,
“How could this possibly be?”
It’s something I’ve always felt

God, you’re so smart
You knew all along
And now that our relationship has a start
I don’t want it to-

I can’t find another word for
“end”
Because I don’t want it to

Djksnxjnzns this is really poorly written and doesn’t rhyme at all and honestly probably shouldn’t considering the context of it but OH WELL I GUESS. Anyway, yeah I’m really happy with what’s going on rn and I’m really glad you don’t have HP cause you’d see my weird poems about you. <3

#boyfriend

Sam Dec 2018

Dontmakemefallinlove

Its too late,
It’s just too ******* late.

I just want to touch you.
Hold you.
Love you.
Talk to you.
Tell you I love you.

#crush #love #boyfriend

Sam Dec 2018

Angrily in love with you

get out of my
H
E
A
D
stop giving me that cute smile and adorable look every time we talk
it really is just
killing me

i’m just so angrily in love
with you
and it hurts

your sweet little voice
and soft little play hits
make me yearn more and more
when i’m not around you

i can’t stop thinking about
how you put the blanket over our heads
and leaned in to me

you kissed my cheek
then I kissed your neck
then we just kissed

it made me more confused
because I can’t ever tell
if you want me
or if I’m just kidding myself

you would never admit it but
you’re so soft and tender
and could be the sweetest
like candy

you have no idea how angry I get
when I think of you
but you probably don’t think of me
because you’re too good for me

you need to just stop being
so ******* cute
and stop being
so ******* kind to me

****, man I hate when you do that
because then I can’t stop thinking
about you
and it’s hard

i wouldn’t say I’m actually
“in love”
but, I really do
like you a lot

ugh I really like him
so much
that it hurts my chest
to even think about it

#crush #love #boyfriend

Sam Dec 2018

“Stop being so gay”

I heard that all night
They didn’t say it to be mean
They said it to point us out
To make it known
That we were, in fact
“Being gay”
For each other
Like a couple

You’re cute and sweet
Mean and rude
Weird and dorky
Nerdy and geeky
You’re hot and manly
Charming and handsome
Smart and interesting
Strong and masculine

There are just so many things
That I can think about
As to why I really really
Really really really really like you
So many reason as so why
You are different
You are special
Not like anyone else I’ve ever known

You’re so cuddly with your friends
But more so with me
And I love it
I love that we can play fight
And be mean to each other
But in the end
I ask if you’re okay and vise versa
And we hold each other

Maybe we’re just two boys
Who are mainly into girls
And maybe we’re just two boys
Who are too weird to say it out loud
Maybe we’re just two boys
Who like to cuddle with each other
And maybe we’re just two boys
Who happen to be gay for each other

Our friends always say
“Stop being so gay”
To point out that we are
In fact “being gay”
Because we are
We’re always being pretty gay
For each other
And I ******* love it

Ugh I’m way too into you.

#crush #boys #gay #panick #help #me

Sam Dec 2018

sad over u

You were once my best friend
Then I wanted more
Then you wanted more
Then we talked about us
How we both wanted more
Then you lead me on
And you kept leading me on
For years
I was a fool
To think that you would actually want me
You didn’t see me as a real guy
No one does
You took my heart
You had my heart
For ******* years...
Then you broke it
You broke my heart
And didn’t feel a thing
You acted as if it was normal
To go from mutual love
To denying everything we felt
And that **** hurt
You had my heart
You broke my heart
Then I saw you tonight
And you acted as if you could get it again
No.

I’ve really been second guessing myself over this. I really like him, but with everything that happened with her, I’m afraid it’ll happen again...

#heartbroken

Sam Dec 2018

God, who made you this way?

You were so cute today
And yesterday
And even the first day I saw you

My first day at your school
I saw you and thought,
“God, who made you this way?”

Because you were so handsome
Wearing a denim jacket
And some jeans that fit you well

You looked so confident
So manly and sweet
I wanted to hug you

I just want to hold you close
Kiss you and whisper,
“God, who made you this way?”

I feel as if we have grown close
Closer than you have with most
Why is that?

Why do you hug me so much?
Why do you show me so much affection?
Why do I love it so much...?

I just want to pull you close
Give you love while I whisper,
“God, who made you this way?”

You are so beautiful
So handsome
So, unmistakably hot

In every way you have captured my attention
Your personality has pulled me in and it won’t let go
Your heart has connected to mine and now it pounds against my chest

Who made you this way?
Because they did good
You are good

I’m. Such. A. Freaking. Mess. Over. You. ****.

#falling #for #you