Hello

Poetry

Is

My

Haven!  

Like Christians Hiding in Gods shadow

His hands..
They feel so strong yet gentle on skin...
It's confusing but wonderful.
His eyes
They  penetrate straight into my soul
Reveal my secrets to the air and light.
His smile
Infuse my hormones and get me tswisted like thin dreadlocks.
His walk
Next to me feels like the king and the soldier of my feelings. I feel so safe.  
His voice
Stimulates me into fantasies of exotic lust and refreshing and moan full cries

I love him.
I like him. I want him.
Heart , body and mind has their own brain I see.
He!  Is the perpendicular bisector of my heart, the negative hyperbole in my smile.
But He!  Arms so strong and so big oooooo.
Makes me think of the positions that Were imagined In my mind while exploring 50 Shades of Grey.
When I feel his ego, his manhood, his family bearer my legs shake and make me vow **** in front of him.
Yet He!  Never liked him much. Just didn't see my tomorrow's sunrise in his eyes No!  
But one day he took me and turned me and beat me and ..... I never thought he would.
The sun kissing our skin and I closed my eyes most of the time to feel what's inside of me and it was satisfying.
It was a surprise that we'd go that far. Still didn't like him much.
Caught up between Him, Him, and Him.
At the end I chose what the heart wants.
The occurance of the thoughts in my Mornings

My pride is My name
It's like my identity
Seperating me from everyone else
It's the fist thing I was given to at birth
And the Last at death
My name is like my historic timeline
Gives you an idea about how I lived
My name is not like anyone's name.
Your name is as special as my name
My name is my pride

A B C D E F G Your existence is futile Q R S T U V W.  X YYYYY Z Know you know how I feel for you. Next time I'll see you in hell.

“I don’t really love her”. That’s his words in my ear. Never knew that the person I cared about so much would degrade my worth. Manipulated my mind to seek lust and in the end I feel so worthless. He tricked me and I can’t do anything cause I fell for his tricks. He’s the reason why I hate her. Her sight makes me sick. Her presence kills my joy cause I know he loves her and would never do what he did to me

The friend that kills me
My friend feels my everyday pain.
To my unfulfilled desires and my dreams.
My friend is always there. Waiting on me...
After school...  before school and on holidays.
I hide my friend because as much as my friend is always around, my friend is slowly killing me and I let my friend **** me.
I hide my friend so that they don't Take my friend away from me.
My friend makes me feel okay after a rough day yet my friend is deadly.
I know my friend so well that my friend made me ***** and go to hospital yet I still go running to my friend.
It's depressing how my friend is there forever waiting for me. Sometimes at night I hear
my friend whispering my name.
My friend is so addictive because my friend understands me and listens.
I am going to be killed by my friend and I'm not even afraid. Because I see my friend slowly kills me while listening to my everyday battles. One battle I won't win is the one with my friend. Cause I can't leave my friend and my friend is bad for me... my friend is the end of me.