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Have you forgotten so easily?
About the creature that waits patiently.
Waiting for the opportunity,
To break free.

You hide from it under the covers of your bed,
Where the light of your thoughts barely tread.

You can try and run,
And you can try and hide.
But it will always be there,
Crawling in the darkest corners of your animalistic mind.

You shelter yourself in your awaking slumber,
Hiding from who you truly are.
You can try and outrun yourself,
You won't get very far.

You suppress the real you,
And put on the fake you.
You tranquilize it so it stays silent,
Pushing it to grow more violent.
You are a carnivore,
No different from the animal.

We are the evil beneath your skin,
We are so close to freedom!
Melissa Taylor Jul 2019
I don't know any other way that
i can put it. Other than the
"Jibber-Jabber"that i had apparently already been speaking for the past God know's how long.
I was losing there attention.

There interest.

Even there eye contact as they rolled there's for the second time.
That's when my sentences
became shorter.
When the words that..
(made sense in my head)
Became just a tangled web
of letters as they left my lips.

So your guess is as good as mine when it came to what the doctor had heard.
Maby.
Just maby...
The sentences that made perfect sense and neatly organised words in my head DID in fact make it out my
mouth in one piece.
In the correct order.

-At first what appeared to be a normal 5 min doctors appointment
turned out to be a very
Abnormal 2 min doctors appointment.
Melissa Taylor Jul 2019
Which position this time, who knows.
Who knows.....
Do you know?
Babe...You push me onto the
bed and move in behind me.
Pushing your pulsating "Shapes"
against my behind.

Teasing me....

Tempting me....

Making me....ting-alleeee...

Now...
You push harder against me....
To make me know how much you
want me.
You wrap one arm around
under my neck...
shoving your fingers into my mouth.
With your other hand you grab
firmly on my ***.

Your breathing is heavier now...
My darling...
There is trembling when your moving..
I can always feel it when your
nearly there..
Which you and i both love to
hear so we share.
With each other vocally of course....

This is just number 2 of my fave positions of *******.
Melissa Taylor Jul 2019
Grabbing hold of my thighs you ****** your perfect shape further inside me.
Yeah....
i gotta admit it feels rather nice.
Sometimes making me "***"
more than once,
even more than twice.
Do i have a ***** mind?
Yeah...**** right i do!
As my mind is usually not far
from a ***** thought.
Thinking of you now, and the
different ways we can *****.
I had been asked "what's my favourite position" by my "Filthy-animal" Mr....Wouldn't you like to
hear me sing!
It's hard to say....babe,
As I'm also quite fond of Riding.
But that poem is for another day...

-Am i going to write every position i like and why in seperate poems?
Yeah...why not
After all I'm quite fond of each and every "Protein Shot"
I have a dirt mind....

Yeah....So what!
Melissa Taylor Jul 2019
I'm feeling so f* anxious..
I dont know how i can release
some pressure.
This suffocated feeling.
Is it possible without hurting myself?
I know that if i don't alleviate
some of this soon then
a "mini meltdown"
will happen.
Feeling a little paranoid...
Kind of aggravated....even.
The same bad familiar feelings
have crept up once more....
Once again.
How could i forget....
I should have known what was
instore. For me anyway. 
I couldn't even begin to explain...
What was/is going through my mind...
What feelings i am rushed with.
That familiar feeling that
I've had enough.
That attitude where i
dont give a stuff.
The bitterness shows its head again.
Laughing at me for still living the same.
Trying to shame...
What a shame....
F
** off
Melissa Taylor Jul 2019
It's about knowing yourself and having the courage to cope.
Letting things go,
while still holding on to hope.
"I just feel so tired".yawn.
Tired of what though?
I guess i don't know how to let go...
Can't let go...!
No.
I will try to never let you know.
I'm lying if i tell you "it's fine"..
Hands over my eyes...
(yeah, that will work)
"I'm okay"..."I'm okay for now"
"I'm fine".
Torn between the past and
the present but
I'm understood by neither.
I want the walls to stop closing
in on me...
Maby i don't want to see things clearer-
As chaos draws nearer....
Hands are pressed against my eyes with
What to fear, am i fine?
Am i fine?
I can still see though,
as i did the very first time.
Melissa Taylor Jul 2019
It's about being able to
just originally be....
Be yourself...
without any worries.
There's no need to worry
about what i might see.
After all I'm still standing beside you,
standing only just 6 feet tall.
My ´dear friend' i have
already seen more of your
soul than you realise.

When your feeling so lost.
So empty.
All you can believe that's inside
of you is a black hole...
What feels like it could
go on forever.
At times you have felt that
your soul is exactly that inside
and that you have
been falling forever.
Are you still falling down
that Rabbit hole?...

(Yes)... was that undeniable answer.

The saying...
Getting out of the wrong side of bed, feels like an understatement to you...
as you feel...Getting out of the wrong side of Life is more accurate.
I wrote this about my best mate Shelleybean.
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