Jul 2019
I'm feeling so f* anxious..
I dont know how i can release
some pressure.
This suffocated feeling.
Is it possible without hurting myself?
I know that if i don't alleviate
some of this soon then
a "mini meltdown"
will happen.
Feeling a little paranoid...
Kind of aggravated....even.
The same bad familiar feelings
have crept up once more....
Once again.
How could i forget....
I should have known what was
instore. For me anyway.
I couldn't even begin to explain...
What was/is going through my mind...
What feelings i am rushed with.
That familiar feeling that
I've had enough.
That attitude where i
dont give a stuff.
The bitterness shows its head again.
Laughing at me for still living the same.
Trying to shame...
What a shame....
F** off
I dont know how i can release
some pressure.
This suffocated feeling.
Is it possible without hurting myself?
I know that if i don't alleviate
some of this soon then
a "mini meltdown"
will happen.
Feeling a little paranoid...
Kind of aggravated....even.
The same bad familiar feelings
have crept up once more....
Once again.
How could i forget....
I should have known what was
instore. For me anyway.
I couldn't even begin to explain...
What was/is going through my mind...
What feelings i am rushed with.
That familiar feeling that
I've had enough.
That attitude where i
dont give a stuff.
The bitterness shows its head again.
Laughing at me for still living the same.
Trying to shame...
What a shame....
F** off
