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824 · Feb 2015
Corrupt Politician
Matt Feb 2015
A corrupt politician
An immoral man
He comes to my door

I researched his record
He was charged with grand theft, recording false documents
And forgery in 2014
The fraudulently obtained loans exceeding two million dollars

He states that, "His case stands as testimony that anyone
can be arrested if you are a minority and won't cave into authority."

Politicians will smile and grin
And shake your hand

It is important to learn about their past
I will certainly not vote for a man
Who has a suspect moral character
Matt Jul 2015
Would you like to hear my poems?

Sometimes I wish
I could recite them
To you

Or to an audience

But its fun just to type them I suppose
823 · Dec 2014
Lonely, Lonely
Matt Dec 2014
No job
No money
Friends busy

Watching youtube videos on WWII
Chatting in chatrooms

**** never changes
Life doesn't care
The wheel in the sky keeps on turning

My ***** is still smallish/average size
At least I live in a nice home
And have good food here.
822 · Dec 2015
My Barber
Matt Dec 2015
I'd like to meet
Real live women
To talk to
And have them understand

That it's hard to be thirty
And to be a lonely man

All I'd like is a companion
Who is a woman
Someone to care

So I'll go to my
Vietnamese barber
She will comfort me
There
821 · Apr 2015
30 And No Career
Matt Apr 2015
Young Americans
Student loan debt
No jobs
No opportunities
Living with their parents

We are angry
America has been ruined
Matt Jun 2015
Dear Dave Hodges,

My husband is an Army Reservist in Michigan. He is home this weekend after training at Camp Grayling. He know that I am writing to you but please don’t use our names. His unit is training in the processing of Americans into detention camps.He was told by his CO that they would be processing American actors posing as American citizens. Part of their training was the removal and disposal of dead bodies. My husband said he will not participate when the time comes to do so. Please keep getting the word out Dave you are making a difference.

Hello Dave!
…There has been quite a bit over the past couple months as would be expected with Jade Helm. I’ve seen many convoys of various types on I-40 and I-17 as well. Camp Navajo at Belmont between Flagstaff and Williams has had a lot of extra activity also. I don’t know if anyone else north of you has mentioned any of this but it is getting quite frequent around here. Thank The Lord Jesus I’m washed in His blood!
God Bless!


Mr. Hodges,
I was traveling on Interstate 81 in Virginia this past weekend and spotted this military convoy at a rest stop right before exit 264 on 81.  After getting back on the highway, I also encountered another convoy on the road… Use these pictures as you see fit.
812 · Jun 2016
Room Temperature IQ
Matt Jun 2016
She talks to the dogs
All day

She makes a comment
About the weather

I mention
I am going to work
A minimum amount

And she mentions something
About finding more work

She must have
A room temperature IQ

What an incredibly
Stupid person

It's 4:00
Just turn on the news

Haha
Like you always do
809 · Aug 2015
Army Sniper In Afghanistan
Matt Aug 2015
I can't find a decent job
And I'm stuck at home

So I'll join
The army
I'll be free to roam

And to Afghanistan
They'll send me
That's the plan

An army ******
In a foreign land

These wicked men
I will ****
Lying calmly on the hill

A soldier's duty
Is not to question why
A soldier's duty
Is to due or die

These men have families
Too you say

But they **** the innocent
Every day

Turns out it doesn't matter
How many Taliban I ****

It will likely be
A very long time

Until

There is peace in Afghanistan
Matt Apr 2015
I told him we are a few years away or less
From a total collapse

He didn't say anything

These American banks are too big to fail!
His money is secure he thinks
His way of life is secure

Our America is doomed
Doomed and done for
A house of cards
The right event
Will bring it crashing down

Why are Americans so oblivious?
Why do they think it will just be the same as always?

This economy will crash
Mark my words!
Wake up America, We are doomed and done for!
805 · Mar 2016
People Are Obnoxious
Matt Mar 2016
Isn't the saying
"Have a nice day"
Obnoxious?

She is such an idiot

Told her a thousand times
I don't know what that means

She'll keep repeating it though
Over and over

I won't care
At all when she dies

Have a day
I don't care if it's nice
Or terrible

Have a day
Drink your coffee
And go away
798 · Jan 2015
Old School Hollywood
Matt Jan 2015
Old school Hollywood baseball
Jack Gilardi is ten feet tall,
Old school Hollywood baseball,
Me and Frankie Avalon!
Lyrics from System Of A Down song "Old School Hollywood"
This goes out to you Wuji
Wherever you are -- I hope you are well my friend
797 · Jun 2015
Get Ready
Matt Jun 2015
None of this should be surprising in light of the following:

In February of 2010 the Internment and Resettlement Operations (FM 3-39.40) was leaked, a U.S. Army manual outlininghow to process detainees into FEMA camps.

In 2009 the National Guard posted advertisements for job as they were looking for Internment and Resettlement Specialists (31-E) to work in “civilian internee camps”.

he National Defense Authorization Act For Fiscal Year 2011, which was signed by Barack Obama on New Year’s Eve of 2011 and it allows for permanent detention without due process oflaw.

Civil Disturbance Operations (FM 3-19.15), describes the “operational threats of the civil disturbance environment,” the “general causes for civil unrest,” weapons deployment, the legal considerations of “control force operations,” the legal considerations of “apprehension, search, and detention,” and recording the “number of cadre and inmates injured or killed.”  The manual contains rules of engagement regarding the use of “deadly force” in confronting “dissidents,” which were made disturbingly clear with the directive that a “warning shot will not be fired.” This is a shoot to **** document.

Could it be anymore clear? And this is only the tip of the iceberg.
792 · Sep 2015
Yosemite
Matt Sep 2015
One more day
I'm going there

5 years ago
I was there too

Granite rocks
Waterfalls
And lakes of deep blue

And the chapel
Is also there

This is the Father's creation
The love of Jesus
I hope to share
Matt Jul 2015
I was elected
As a representative
Of planet earth

To explain the human race
To life on other planets

I explained to them
That we destroy our environment
Begin wars

I explained to them
That the future
On earth does
Not look bright
At all

I also explained to them
That most of the world's people
Just try to get enough food
To make it through the day

They couldn't believe
How primitive we were
They laughed
And said

"Truly, as a race
There wasn't really
Much improvement
At all
In your whole history!"

I told them
I knew it was sad

The two basic problems
People had were
Were a lack of respect and love
For the planet we lived on
And for our fellow man
Inspired by Kelly A Vinal's "engage"
786 · Jun 2015
She Is Ignoring Me
Matt Jun 2015
Did I Say Something Wrong?

I referred to her as a goddess

Im worried I may have been too forward

I said I meant it in the most polite and respectful way

Now she is ignoring me

Do women always play

These games, lol
782 · Jul 2015
My Chastity Pledge
Matt Jul 2015
Yes I am a ******
And proud to be
I will not let
A woman

Be ****** with me

My chastity pledge
Is important to me
782 · Jun 2015
The Layabout
Matt Jun 2015
I was lying on a yoga mat
In the local neighborhood park

I'm just a layabout now

No chance I see
At any type of career

Our economy in ruins

It was relaxing
Just lying there
Thinking no thoughts

I didn't want to be home
During lunchtime
When the taxpayer is there

30 years old
Completely broke
How embarrassing
Despite all my education
Unable to pay my bills

Ah well,
This nation
Has no future anyhow

And later I parked underneath the shade
Of the large tree
Looking far down the street
Relaxing in my car
A biker made his way up the street

That night I was at the gym
And I chuckled to myself
The same Zumba class

Or whatever it was
The dancing, the music

I keep the eternal calm
No matter what is going
On around me

Remember the constant sound
Of the water I recorded that one day

A woman complimented me on my stretch
Leg extended parallel from my body

She said, "Looks nice"
Thanks, I said, sheepishly
A bit older then me
But attractive
Women are fun

But when you live at home
Just no chance really
Of being in any type of relationship

When you have no money
And no decent job well
That's just America

So I'm content to layabout
The layabout

Other people may have their positions
Or a decent job
Nothing I do results in any
Of those worthless paper dollars

So I'm just content to layabout
780 · Mar 2015
Stop Talking To The Dogs
Matt Mar 2015
Stop talking to the dogs
They can't hear you

You are so stupid
Never had a career
Just sat at home
And watched the news

For thirty f** years!
What a miserable human being
You are
779 · Jul 2015
My Chastity/Purity Pledge
Matt Jul 2015
There is
Great pride in purity

And I am proud to say
My male member
Has never penetrated
A woman

I've never really
Had the opportunity
So we'll see how long
Purity lasts

I think I should abstain
Before I meet the right one

But that could be 10 years
From now
Haha, isn't that fun?

The 40 year old ******
Is my hero

He rides his bike to Target
Which means
The impact on the environment
Is absolutely zero

It's just *** anyway
Companionship
With a woman
Is what would be
Fulfilling for me, okay?
777 · Jun 2015
Christian Poem
Matt Jun 2015
A mid morning spent
In the shade
Of a pine tree
I believe

Amongst the company
Of scrub jays
And ground squirrels

I lay on my yoga mat
Contented
In the presence of Yaweh
The Great I AM
He is Eternal
And so is his love for humankind

Man cannot comprehend
The Father, God
He is perfect
In ways we cannot fathom
He sent his son to save us

Because of our sins
Because of our wicked
Thoughts and deeds
His Son, Jesus took on
The sins of the world
Then the Father raised him
The overcomer
Believe in Jesus of Nazareth
His love for mankind endures
Forever!

I read Theology in Exodus
According to the author,
Gowan;

The midwives "feared God"
And let the male children live
So God rewarded them

According to Gowan,
These writers tell of a God
Who insists, when they
Cry out to me, I will surely
Hear their cry"

Cry out to Him!
He will listen, he is merciful
Jesus loves you

The midwives showed mercy
And you should too
Show mercy unto others
And the Lord Jesus
Will show mercy unto you

Pronounce with your lips
That Jesus is Lord
Believe in your heart
That God resurrected him

Pray for mercy

He is righteous, He is pure
He is all knowing,
He is present everywhere
His love endures forever

Jesus is Lord
Lord of heaven
And Lord of earth
There is no way to the Father
Except through him

A difficult time is coming
To America

You know I was reading
About the Israelites today
The Lord was with them
As they suffered
Under the Egyptians

The Lord will be with
Christians in America

As this nation will be judged
Matt Mar 2015
"Have a nice day"
Is all she repeats
Then watches Fox news
In the middle of a day

Stop wishing me a nice day
You are so stupid
It's not "nice"

Because I can't find a job
I'm broke
768 · Jul 2015
Hugs From My Fellow Poets
Matt Jul 2015
Won't you hug me?  

A hug from Elsa
Or Cecil
Or whoever it might be

I want hugs from
Fellow poets
On Hello Poetry
Matt Nov 2015
"We're having a debate tonight"

She said to me

And who really cares

I would rather sit in a tree

American politics are a total bore

Republicans and Democrats

Can you hear me snore?



I think most politicians could care less

About the American people
765 · Nov 2016
Thanks For Ruining Things
Matt Nov 2016
Ex therapist
She who must not be named

For taking such a meaningful
Experience from my life

You could care less

No female friend
Ever came

Well, thanks anyway
I could care less

You ruined things

Thanks again
For ruining things

Bleh
764 · Mar 2015
The Dhammapada (Excerpt)
Matt Mar 2015
All that we are is a result of what we have thought

If a man speaks or acts with a pure thought
Happiness follows him
Like a shadow that never leaves him

Hatred ceases by love
The world does not know that we must come to an end here

But those who know it
Their quarrels cease at once

He who lives for pleasures only
Will be overthrown my Mara

He who lives without looking for pleasures
His senses well controlled
Moderate in his food
Faithful in strong

Passion will not break through
A well reflected mind

The virtuous man
Delights in this world

The virtuous man is happy in this world
He is happy when he thinks of the good he has done
Matt May 2015
He who stays where he is endures

To die but not to perish
Is to be eternally present

The great Tao flows everywhere
It fulfills its purpose silently
And makes no claim

It nourishes the 10,000 things
And yet is not their lord
The 10,000 things return to it
Yet it is not their lord

It does not "show" greatness
And is therefore truly great

All men will come to him
Who keeps to the One

It cannot be seen
It cannot be heard
And yet, it cannot be exhausted

Soft and weak
Overcome hard and strong

Tao abides in non action
Yet nothing is left undone

Without form there is no desire
Without desire
There is tranquility
And in this way
All things will be at peace

The truly good man is not aware of his goodness
And is therefore good

A truly good man does nothing
And leaves nothing undone

When a truly kind man does something
He leaves nothing undone

The sky is whole and clear
The earth is whole and firm
The spirit is whole and strong

The clarity of the sky prevents it's falling
The firmness of the earth prevents its splitting
The strength of the spirit prevents its being used up

Therefore the humble is the root of the noble
The low is the foundation of the high
762 · Sep 2016
Respect Your Fleshlight
Matt Sep 2016
Respect your fleshlight
Keep it clean

Not every man
Finds a woman
So it seems

Hot water
Bacterial spray
And powder too

Cleanses and restores
Makes the fleshlight
Like new

Treat your fleshlight
With great care

Waves of pleasure
It will take you there
I hope some of you really enjoy reading this as much as I did writing it.
762 · Mar 2015
My Education
Matt Mar 2015
To educate myself
It was about $155,000
Since elementary school

At the age of 30
My account reads -$60

Oh I don't suppose it matters
Our dollars are about as valuable
As toilet paper now

I am enjoying listening
To a podcast on tranquility
760 · Nov 2016
Untitled
Matt Nov 2016
All around me are
Worn out faces

Same old places

Nothing is changing at all

On the internet
I meet wonderful people

But they are so far away

And I wonder
Am I slowly dying
Slowly dying
Slowly dying each day

And I'm alone
So alone
And I don't care

Do not care
Anymore at all

To my old therapist
I really hate you
Really hate you

Bleh

What a stupid whiner I am
Whine, don't whine
It doesn't matter

It's a big world
That swallows me whole

I'm out there somewhere
Alone
759 · May 2016
Morning Ramblings
Matt May 2016
I do not have the land
Nor have I purchased
Enough seeds
To grow my own food

I am reliant
Upon the power grid

I have enough canned food
To survive a month or so

If I did have money
Maybe I would buy
A good amount of seeds

Buy years worth
Of food
That can be stored
For emergencies

I watch the videos
On YouTube
About what life
Is like

In Yemen
Saudi Arabia
Syria
And Iraq

Wow
What a mess
Sectarian violence

Houthis in Yemen
Opposing the government

FSA rebels in Syria
FIghting ISIS
And trying to overthrow Assad

The Iraqi government
Is having to rely upon
Shia military groups
To combat ISIS

These same Shia militant groups
Then engage in sectarian violence
Burning and attacking
Sunni villages

This may cause
Some Sunnis
To become sympathetic
Toward ISIS

This sectarian conflict
Has been around
Since the beginning
Of Islam

A Shiia protester
In Eastern Saudi Arabia
Protests against
The Sunni regime

Despite the wealth of the country
This Shiia minorities
Live in poverty

A few violent protesters
Spoiled their peaceful protests
Now the Sunni government
Considers them terrorists

"It is a war that never ends
Because it has no objectives
Israel's military occupation
Is not an obstruction of peace;
It is the replacement of peace
It is the institution of war
As a way of life"

This quote
Taken from an article
In Quartz magazine
Written by Oded Na'aman
On Sept. 21, 2015

And as I read
About the problems
In the Middle East

I can't help but think
That one day
Some day
In my life

Life will be closer to what
They experience
Then what we experience today

Class struggles
Armed migrants
Angry Jihadists

A Federal government
That uses the state highway system
For transport
Of military vehicles

The markets
Maybe they won't always get
The food shipments

Maybe there will just be rations
Terrorist attacks
Become more common place

U.N. Forces here to help
Maintain order

A strict curfew enforced
Drones flying over suburban neighborhoods

The dollar
Less and less relevant

As the SDR
Of the
International Monetary Fund
Becomes the reserve currency
Of the world

America's military forces
Involved in different
Conflicts throughout the world

In China, Afghanistan and Syria

North Korea brags and boasts
Of its capabilities
Firing a weapon
That takes down
Most of our power

It's okay
Really
We'll get it
Back up
At least some people
Will have partial power

Just keep your head down
And do
As the militant government says

Or you'll be hauled off to some camp

Yes, this is America

And this is the world

This primitive world

Humans have many problems
It's plain to see
Matt Jul 2015
Dollar being propped up
Set up for a massive crash

Worthless paper dollars

A four star general
Says by 2017 the U.S.
Will no longer exist

Illegals used
To help collapse
The economy
And bring in
The chaos

Like a Mad Max
Scenario
Lawlessness

We are looking
At a 2017 collapse

The general says
Watch out for

Bioweapons releases

This is a person
Who has had
A successful
Military career

Four star
U.S. Air Force general

Double confirmation
As well

From Another source
750 · Feb 2015
Ordivician Extinction
Matt Feb 2015
A gamma ray burst
Depleted the ozone layer
UV radiation was harmful to life

A decrease in surface dwelling creatures
Indicates it was likely UV radiation

Or was it a galactic bow shock?
Two of our planets mass extinctions
Occurred at about the time
The sun was highest above the plane of our galaxy

During the Ordivician extinction,
The UV rays could have caused
DNA damage and mutations

Wow, thanks YouTube
I learn something new each day
And that makes me gay
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plK8xBOF73g
748 · Jul 2014
Plain Old Me
Matt Jul 2014
I guess I'll always be alone
Women don't like me you know
My ***** is too small

It would have been nice to be a woman
To feel a well-hung stud thrusting deep inside me
It would have been nice to have a feminine form
To play with my rabbit *******

Oh well, You can't always get what you want
As the song goes

I am a very boring person
I enjoy the outdoors
I enjoy golf
I will do my duty

I guess life as a human being isn't all that great after all
To live is to suffer

Buddham, Saranam, Gacchami
Stone faced Buddha

I'm tougher than you
I will not cry

Bring the pain, bring the suffering
Bring the pointlessness of it all

I hate this home
Once I leave I don't ever want to see it again

Stone faced Buddha
Heart full of emptiness

I will win
Win, win, win
For all times
747 · Jan 2015
Experience Chan!
Matt Jan 2015
Experience Chan! It's not mysterious.
As I see it, it boils down to cause and effect.
Outside the mind there is no Dharma
So how can anybody speak of a heaven beyond?

2. Experience Chan! It's not a field of learning.
Learning adds things that can be researched and discussed.
The feel of impressions can't be communicated.
Enlightenment is the only medium of transmission.

3. Experience Chan! It's not a lot of questions.
Too many questions is the Chan disease.
The best way is just to observe the noise of the world.
The answer to your questions?
Ask your own heart.

4. Experience Chan! It's not the teachings of disciples.
Such speakers are guests from outside the gate.
The Chan which you are hankering to speak about
Only talks about turtles turning into fish.

5. Experience Chan! It can't be described.
When you describe it you miss the point.
When you discover that your proofs are without substance
You'll realize that words are nothing but dust.

6. Experience Chan! It's experiencing your own nature!
Going with the flow everywhere and always.
When you don't fake it and waste time trying to rub and polish it,
Your Original Self will always shine through brighter than bright.

7. Experience Chan! It's like harvesting treasures.
But donate them to others.
You won't need them.
Suddenly everything will appear before you,
Altogether complete and altogether done.

8. Experience Chan! Become a follower who when accepted
Learns how to give up his life and his death.
Grasping this carefully he comes to see clearly.
And then he laughs till he topples the Cold Mountain ascetics.

9. Experience Chan! It'll require great skepticism;
But great skepticism blocks those detours on the road.
Jump off the lofty peaks of mystery.
Turn your heaven and earth inside out.

10. Experience Chan! Ignore that superstitious nonsense
That makes some claim that they've attained Chan.
Foolish beliefs are those of the not-yet-awakened.
And they're the ones who most need the experience of Chan!

11. Experience Chan! There's neither distance nor intimacy.
Observation is like a family treasure.
Whether with eyes, ears, body, nose, or tongue -
It's hard to say which is the most amazing to use.

12. Experience Chan! There's no class distinction.
The one who bows and the one who is bowed to are a Buddha unit.
The yoke and its lash are tied to each other.
Isn't this our first principle... the one we should most observe?
By: Master Xu Yun
746 · Jul 2015
A Series Of Motions
Matt Jul 2015
A series of motions

Oh you know
I'm just going
Through the motions

I eat, and work out
And walk around
In Parks

And down random streets

And what a beautiful
Black and white cat
I saw today

I saw it cross the street
And sit on the lawn

And I saw the children
With suburban moms
At the park

Their children
Have futures
As debt slaves
And that's no future
At all

And they'll just keep
Pumping out kids
3 or 4 to a family

You know
That's really not
A good idea...

Don't you get it?
They don't have
A future here
In this country

And as I drove
I saw her licensed plate
That read

Alumni
From USC

Why should anyone care
Where you went to college?

And the computer
Is such a good friend
Is it your friend too?

I read articles
And listen to
Documentaries
On youtube

Because I am always
Alone

Who knew that the computer
Would replace people
For the young American?

Soo isolated I am
And there is a stigma
With loneliness

Well, I'm lonely
And I ain't ashamed
To say it
745 · Jul 2015
We Are Not Interested
Matt Jul 2015
Pushy salespeople
Nothing worse

We're not interested
Asking me if I'm the owner

No, I'm not
I told him

But you'll get the same response
From the owners

Go away
Obnoxious
Pest control guy

Door to door
Salesmen
You are not welcome here
741 · Jan 2016
A Misery Poem
Matt Jan 2016
Born with
An ugly body

Nothing I can do

12 turns to 1
And then to 2

There is no will
The emptiness is here!

A world full of nothing
And I find it quite queer

A part time worker
An early morning jerker

If I am ever kicked out
Of here

I will live at the park

And I can tell you
I'm a bit of a ***

And isn't it fun
Being so lazy
Lying in the sun

That guy
Chased some
Invisible dream

A lifetime
Sitting in an office
What misery it seems!

I do as I want
I do not care

God will not fix
My body
So there

I'll have things
My way
Each and every day

Just a body
That lays about

I want to scream
I want to shout

Loving women
Where are you???

They are nowhere near me
I should get a clue

Destined it seems
To live life alone

And so I write
This misery poem
738 · May 2016
These People Piss Me Off
Matt May 2016
Did I get some soup?
Why should you care?

Would I like a carrot?
(No, I don't want a carrot, If I wanted one
I would get one myself)

Why do you ask that?
Why should you care?

I'll eat when I please
Go where I please

Did you ever just want
To punch someone
Really hard in the face?

Shut Up
And let me get my dinner
736 · Sep 2015
Fishing In Yosemite
Matt Sep 2015
I went fishin'
And I was feelin' fine

I took my fly and leader
And tied it to my line

Spent a few hours casting
And enjoyed the day

I caught no fish
But that's okay

It sure was peaceful there
I have to say
Matt Sep 2014
After the rain,
the empty mountain
at dusk
is full of autumn air.
A bright moon
shines between the pines;
The clear spring water
glides over the rocks.
Bamboo leaves rustling –
the washer-girls bound home.
Water lilies swaying –
a fisher-boat goes down.
Never mind that
spring plants are no longer green.
I am here to stay
my noble friends!
By: **** Wei
Translated by Edward C. Chang
734 · Dec 2015
The Money Again
Matt Dec 2015
To listen to the guy
Blab about money
Each and every day

And because
It was always more
And more

Life turned
Into a total bore
5 days a week
From 9 to 5

Seemed like
Money
Was a drug
For this guy
To stay alive

He could have retired
A long time ago
But he spent
And wasted
So much you know

And so he'll
Work and work
Until the work is done

What a miserable
Existence
And not much fun
733 · May 2015
Sunday
Matt May 2015
More hours alone
Watching WWII documentaries
Playing an Ipad game

Just more of the same
Same Same Same

My therapist went away
And no it is not okay
I didn't have much advanced notice

We had a good time
Now those times have gone away

I want some cranberry juice and oranges
I want to give someone a hug

Lol I sit alone at my desk
Age 30

I think I am going to sit underneath the oak tree today
732 · Jun 2015
Jesus, Buddha, and Lao Tzu
Matt Jun 2015
It's so easy
Don't you know
To Show the love
That Jesus showed

Or for that matter
Buddha or Lao Tzu

Life flows naturally
When you forget the self
And take the focus off you
732 · Nov 2015
Chaturbate Cams
Matt Nov 2015
The chaturbate cams
Are up again

People are *******
And it's no sin

Would you like to try it too?

Set up your cam
Grab a *** toy
Let's see what you can do
729 · Sep 2017
Starbucks Again
Matt Sep 2017
Sitting at a Starbucks
Always sitting at a Starbucks

Just met A good guy
He knew my grandfather

He lives across the street
From where I am staying

Is anybody out there?
In a world so lonely
In a world so cold

Wish I could have dinner
With somebody
But I don't know anybody

In a world so cold
In a world so cold

What are they talking about
At the Starbucks
Some kind of project

I asked about how his son
Liked the school I went to

We talked about the neighborhood  
For a bit

And he moved on
And he walked on

Blessings to him

In a world so cold

And it's all so tiring
Life in the 21st century

Where have all the people gone
In a world so cold

Won't someone stop by my chair
Won't someone stop by my chair
Somebody stop by my chair

Nobody is stopping by my chair
And I'm all alone again

Feeling like part of the background
In a world so cold

Well at least there is the Internet
And my faith

Dream about female friends
In a world so cold
Matt Nov 2015
I have a message
For the architect
Of This Matrix

I find this simulation
Dull, Boring, meaningless

I prayed to the Savior
The One who is
Is the Sacrifice
For our sins

He would not
Fix my shoulder
That's fine

I'm not complaining
Alot of people have it worse

I want companionship
And a female friend

I want my prayers answered
And I am making demands

But they probably won't be
The creator is just
A clockmaker

He designed the program
And watches it run

I understand
I don't pray to HIm
Anyhow

I pray to Jesus
Jesus knows what
It is like to suffer

In the human form

The trinity
Is a confusing concept
To the most erudite
Of Biblical scholars

In a year or so
I bet we will be at war
With Russia

America will collapse
And be in ruins

No future here

No country clubs
No vacations

American dreams shattered

And can you see
The starving masses

It will be
The third world
America

Food and gas being rationed

Human history
Is full of pain
And loss
And struggle

The period
Of prosperity
In this country

Has been coming
To an end
For quite some time now

Underground bunkers
Drones

It won't be
"A nice time"
Like mom always says

I'll just go sit
Under a tree

Happy to sit there
Alone
Like always

My prayer unanswered
My female friend
Never came

Maybe digging into
The ground
For little grubs

Mmmm protein
All the canned foods
Will run out
At a certain point

Maybe they have some stored
At the monastery

I grow tired
I grow weary
Of human life

I want a new experience
One time just to have
A conversation with
A caring woman

I'd like for my shoulder
To improve a bit more

Besides that I'm fairly content

Another Night

ALONE
725 · Jul 2015
Ramblings
Matt Jul 2015
It's a 6 hour
Youtube
Mozart mix

Yes I need my classical fix!

This life
Is some kind
Of tragedy I think

Once I ****** right
In the sink

Wandering here
Wandering there

And who really gives a care

Reading about Camu
And the absurd

I embrace the absurdity
Of it all

And from my Christian perspective
I believe man has had a great fall

From His purpose the Creator intended
So divine
This little light inside
(Im going to let it shine)

The problem is
I just don't care
About the American way

American dollars
Are ****** worthless
Okay!

And so I refuse to work
At some type of job

I think I will sit in my room
And sob

Life is a problem
Don't you know

Some softcore
Pornographic images
On the computer screen

Lustful indulgences
Fail to satisfy it seems

That woman I saw
In That old school 80's ****
What a *****!

I wear the same
Sweatshirt

About everyday
Just forget fashion,
Okay?

Shelter, food and water
Is what I need
I am not filled with greed

I don't need the Mercedes SUV
That guzzles gas
Yes indeed, I think I will pass

A nation of consumers
Programmed to consume

We ruin our environment
This will be our doom

If it was up to me
I will drain those
Huge swimming pools
Of every friggin'
Celebrity

Those massive homes
In the Hollywood hills
Waste a ton of H20

California is in
An extreme drought
Don't you know?

And all that space
Is a waste too

Humans ruin their
Natural environment
And this makes me
Quite blue :(
722 · Aug 2016
My Connection To The World
Matt Aug 2016
My connection
To people
Occurs through the internet

I like to watch
Gamers play
Their computer games
On Twitch

And also
Twitch "fail" videos

I am alone
But at least
I have the internet
718 · Oct 2015
A Lazy Stupid Person
Matt Oct 2015
A meaningless life
Filled with nothing

"Did I get something to eat"

She asks.

Yes, I can see the food

You are the most ignorant, obnoxious person
I have ever met

People like you
Should be sent to India
To work 13 hours
In a sweatshop
Just to make enough money
To survive

Your luxury car impounded

People like you
Get Alzheimers
Because you never use
Your mind

You are one of the laziest
Most obnoxious people
I have ever met

You don't live
But exist
Like a picture on the wall

And I hate to be harsh
But it's true

You are an incredibly stupid
And lazy individual

I won't be here
For the holidays
Matt Apr 2016
I wish this
And I want that

And bla Bla bla
Bla bla bla bla

Well, you're not going
To get it

You should have
Learned by now

I doubt I will
Get a female friend

And I don't much care
You saw me in the gardens
Walking over there

Look at me
Eating a crunchy pear

Try not to laugh
Try not to stare

People do
Terrible things
And everyone is like
"Who cares"

And people say
There is no judgement day
No one
To keep track
Of the times

Japanese soldier
Came to Nanking
And snapped
The old woman's spine

Something to ponder
Please don't spill
Your wine

I've done very little
For other people

I try to be loving
Try to be kind

This is a good way to be
You may find

Isolated
I stood
On the lantern
Of a church steeple

I observed and watched
The people

Lot of hustle
And bustle
Running here
And there

But I just stood
And watched
The fair

No no
There is no
Judgement day
No accounting
For the ages
You may say

Then I don't understand
What we are doing here
So many decisions
And I find it queer

What is man?
Some have asked
It can be
A difficult task

Neither inherently good
Or bad

I sit and cry
I don't know why
I'm all alone
I write these poems

Talking about ***
In a chatroom
Oh what a thrill

A masturbatory explosion
My seed I have spilled!
Oh what a shame
And what a waste
To spill it
All over the place

No female partner
Or family plans
I love myself
I am a man

A man who hardly works
At all
Welcome to my world
Oh what a ball!

Gardens, gardens
In my mind
This is how
I pass the time

Never stop dreaming
About things
You think
Can never come true

One day
They just may
Happen to you

And as I walked
Along that path

A beautiful red head
Smiled at me
With my shades on
I did not
Let her see

So lovely
And so fair

To another world
She took me there

A world with women
Loving and kind

Who hug me
And make me feel fine

But not this time
Not this time

I'm here to complain
Here to whine

I dream of things
That would make me content

They don't come true
I feel like
I am stuck in cement

Just a body
Attached to a brain
All alone
What a shame!

To hear and to see
Perhaps never to
Feel loved

How can this be?

People are distant

Work is boring
Life *****

I walk the gardens
Trying my luck

Hoping to find
A female friend there

Into her loving eyes
I hope to stare
I wander the gardens hoping to meet a female friend.  One who would listen to me and let me breast feed.
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