Looking over your shoulder didn't know it was colder.  

Didn't imagine the pain didn't dance in the rain.  
Enjoy the sane  every other day .
  
Didn't want to see your back

I would tell stories of how you used to be.


Spend the days in your grave don't want to share your name. I couldn't count all my wishes in the rain.


I want to be better than my past. Was it all a clapse
of my maturity or is it something in this destiny showing me I'll never be set free.  

Or is it something blowing in the wind telling me I'll never have a friend.

All the reasons that you Want to **** yourself
Don't you ever consider the dwell.
Only if you could fall into a wishing well.  

Wasted a lifetime believing all the lies
How could you rest your head at night  

While the blade cuts from left to right on my chest I never felt just right.  

Bullets through my head
wouldn't rest  loving dread
that you pressed on my chest like the blade cutting deep like a memory.  

I don't want to breath this air  
I can't  for the  earth
All the hate just duplicates  
Like the blade through my veins.

Ever had a day that made you go gray
Ever had a day you'd wish to go away

For sale by owner open wounds,  

how we where bliss in empty rooms.

Finding myself on the border of emotion,  

can't handle all the commotion.  

You gave me the love potion

If only I could fly away
to a much brighter day  

Rather that my wings where clipped away.

With softly spoken words a warm voice was heard .  

The damage the rage will now all be released from its cage.

Go
you are free
you always thanked me for everything even on the worst of times your tears turned into mine like the cosmos we are combined.

  With the warm touch of love I felt above the grief  release from this absent vessel in me for now I am fully complete from this defeat that always pummeled me.

Looking into the eyes of life itself I see the image of torture stress and falling apart like a mess.

I simply ask don't you know that you are the best?  

With a smile life said "that's what makes us mend to this hurtful trend. A true sacrifice a true friend.