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 Jul 2015 Lost
Neex
Writing,
Emotions,
Feelings,
Pain.

It's been a while since I've let it all out,
And I don't regret,
Letting it out,
To you.
I never thought we'd come this far.
 Jul 2015 Lost
Neex
My mind was a mess,
Hormonal ramblings,
I hoped and wished
But I don't regret it.

Lord help me,
He drives me crazy,
But he's pretty amazing.

I don't understand it,
The way that I'm feeling,
He's so horrible,
But I just can't help it.

And a collection of poetry,
Can't explain it,
What I'm thinking,
What I'm feeling ,
I really hate it,
I really hate him.
P.s I love you too
 Jul 2015 Lost
Neex
Lacking..
 Jul 2015 Lost
Neex
The heart wants what it wants,
This heart never gets what it wants.
I don't even know how to feel anymore. False hope seems to be coming a lot more often.
 Jul 2015 Lost
Neex
You got drunk,
Too many times apparently.

Now you can't remember what we had,
You said you loved me,
Guess you really didn't.

These bleeding eyes are back,
***** it.
**** it, and I tried so hard to stop them from coming back.
 Jul 2015 Lost
Nicole Dawn
I just want...
To look in the mirror
And not be disgusted

I just want...
To use my voice
Without telling a lie

I just want...
To wake up each morning
And not regret it

I just want...
To sleep at night
Without the nightmares

I just want...
To be able to think
And not want to cry

I just want...
To smile again
Without being fake

I just want...
To look at my wrist
And not see blood

I just want...
To live
For once in my life

*Is that too much to ask?
 Jul 2015 Lost
Neex
I'd rather die standing,*
Than live on my knees.
Life gives no easy way out, without consequences.
 Jul 2015 Lost
Neex
I'm being torn apart,
Bit by bit,
But no one,
Not even the one I count on,
Is here to save me.
**** it, I'm tired of this!
 Jul 2015 Lost
Neex
And if we ever speak again,
I'll spill my guts.

I know what you're going through,
But I miss you,
I miss joking around,
And yes I did get butterflies,
I felt the whole zoo actually.

I want you to be fine,
But we haven't spoken in so long,
What if you are,
But you've forgotten about me.

I need you.

When everything is a mess,
You're the best pile of mess,
And I laugh,
Even when I'm upset,
Because of you.

I miss you.

I miss you,
*And I really hope you miss me too.
You've got me at it all over again.

— The End —