Angels used to fly

Way up high

But now they die

Fall from the sky

Onto the ground



With pain in their eyes

They realize

Their wings burned down



The reason for their misery

Lies within our philosophy

Humanity has lost its faith

Despair made us accept our fate

Faking a smile while dying inside

While the angels are slowly losing their light

The end is near…

Everything’s wrong

No one can save us… god is gone…

Beautiful Melancholy



The sky is grey and the rain won´t stop falling

I´m alone at home �" and no one is calling

Haven´t slept for days, always staying up till the morning

Am I tired? No, cause my coffee is calming



I´m drowning in sorrow/

Always thinking 'bout tomorrow



Feeling kind of blue/

Every time I think about you/



But I still keep going and I somewhat enjoy it/

This melancholy so beautiful I don’t want to spoil it

Yesterday there was just you and me/

Don´t know why but now nothing´s like it used to be…

You said you need some time/

I said that it´s fine


You once said I´d be a mess without you, guess you were right/

Because since you´re gone I can´t sleep at night

I can´t listen to music/

It is making me sick

Every song WE once listened to breaks my heart cause I have to think about you/

But what about you? Are you suffering too? Tell me what do you go through? ...

Are you feeling pain seeing places we used to visit? /

What about our late night conversations, do you miss it?


I´m still making coffee for two/

Just how I used to…

I´m still writing for you/

Just how I used to…


I know I said take your time, I´ll be waiting for you, but I can´t take this no more…/

You seem to be done with us… So I don´t know what I´m waiting for…

But why did you say that there is still a chance? Now I can´t give up till I know it for sure/

Until then I´m staying up all day and all night 'n keep looking for a cure


A remedy for my broken heart/

And While searching I fall apart…

DEAR DEPRESSION,

Thank you for always being by my side
No matter what I do, you´re always on my mind
A friend like you is really hard to find
I guess you´re just one of a kind

Whenever I´m feeling low
You just turn up and show
Me thinks I don´t want to know
But why though?... I thought you were my friend and not my foe...

Whenever I´m feeling good
You say "Stop that, instead you should
start thinking about the things that could
go wrong"...with things like this you ruined my whole childhood...

So stop taking all my energy...
Stop putting your hands on me!
There used to be light now darkness is all I see...
Since I met you nothing´s like it used to be.

I just want to lock myself behind my door
Because nothing can satisfy me anymore
Sports,Friends, and Food all Things I once adored
lost their meaining, leaving me feeling bored...

But wait... there is more than that
like I´m really really mad
at you for all the tears I shed
making me feel so sad, wasting days and days in bed

Thanks to you everything tastes the same...
Pizza,Burgers,Rice and Noodels - everything tastes the same...
You know how bad that is? It´s driving me insane
Thanks to you I have to cover up my sleeves in shame

A new Scar on my body and that everyday
Eventhough I say so; I'm not okay
So lost I can´t see a reason to stay
Please DEPRESSION why won´t you go away...?

When you say I´ve lost my hope you definitly not wrong...
But look I´m still alive... And one day I´ll be strong
enough to beat you... And it doesn´t matter how long
it takes, I have to keep on... My time has to come!


sincerely,
your best friend...