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Kusuma Karbela Jun 2020
When You miss me
it's burn
it's glare
that fire

When You miss me
it's hurt
it's tear
my layers

When You miss me
it's rain
it's storm
in my deepest ocean

When You miss me
it drives me to clean every dirt and wrongness
so you can come and stay longer and won't go

When You miss me
all I owe is a grace
and thank for call my name again
after all stupidity and weakness

When You miss me
it's me who miss You too

090620.11:11.Qom
Kusuma Karbela Jun 2020
I went too far, I crossed the line

I lose the war, I lost my mind

I ignored Thy, I don't have shy

I smile outside, but deeply I cry

Don't think nobody understand

But it's better to pretend

That's everything set on its order

while life going harder and harder


090620. Qom, Iran.
Kusuma Karbela Mar 2020
Insomnia go away

If you come, I beg you please don't stay

I woke up and lived along the day

Don't you wanna go away

Need some rest to next morning

This insom doesn't let me yawning

Stuck me on bed, think about nothing

Then suddenly the sun rising

Some prayer now I spell

Might could make me sleep well

But brain keep connect its cell

I can't help my tired eye

011119.23:30.Qom
Kusuma Karbela Jan 2019
December last year was so damped and fogged
But this year sun bright like I am in the middle of spring

Are December always a month of emotion,
A road to drown in delicate-delusion
As a rose drink poisoning poison
Realize I give so much attention to the thing I can't hold forever
Instead my wish is "never say never"

Anywhere this all gonna lead us to,
I just wanna let you remember my words
You are amazing and God sent you
To be my muse, you revoluted my world

What should be prepare for a goodbye
Is there even good in a bye?
And what about December next year and after
Shall I fake my heart remember?

My Kee,
hope I understand you as you understood me


Dec,2018
Kusuma Karbela Nov 2018
Finally I could sit next to you. See the world at the place you are. Then I know it obviously different, my place and yours, make us see everything by different eyes.

Every second is a chance. Every spot is a lessons. for those who open their mind and heart.

Would you come and see how the world looks like from my place?
But there, nobody borrow you his eyes. You have to see by your own. But from my place.
Would you?


251118.08:31pm
Kusuma Karbela Oct 2018
I've been awaken by an October wind, that a person born and called by an unique name
Lead to the titles of a supreme Lady for the whole age
It's a phrase means totality of purity
Of a human-goddess, a manifest of pious and dignity
A timeless borderless definition of worship and humanity

So here I am, start what to say by her name
I wish world never blur you that common ain't mean the same
Somehow what had been hoped is what people placed
No except name, and the reason why they chose it and gave

By the flame of the biggest fight inside every soul
Understanding heart, mind and their role
On the lifetime war, the way to reach the life-goal
I hope you always you, a person I adore

Because, what we'll get at the finish line is what we feel right where we in
Our soul, we must keep its origin
Unless you gotta loose your chance and never win


I refuse to say that we were
No more than two teenager
met and grumbled the world in same anger
and criticized people at love-garden's corner
In dozens conversations after prayer
Oh, do you remember?

I wish we aren't just become older then be the things we always curse and grumble
I wish we are history in order
I wish there's a thing to do to make world better

Cause twenties is a gate of matureness
The age when you friend with reality, also calmness
It's a state after bursting hormone of interest in teens
It's a spring flowers of mind and of the way you see things
You might go wrong but you need to go on
Figure out every wasted-second and  words before it'll be spoken

I know you will keep the origin, stay remarkable
As an unique connection of ours,
sparks, flashes, yet stay forever
Then if koi and whale's destiny is unity
This poetry never bring any jealousy
Just a remark of twenty second of October
A pity birthday-ish words written after summer
At a spot distances by thousands kilometers
To wish you to be a more patient girl,
greater and stronger
Also,

live wisely ever after.


Happy Batul-day. Wuatb. :)


Oct, 20th '18. Qom, Iran.
A lil birthday wishes
Kusuma Karbela Sep 2018
What can I say
When you walk away
One step outside everyday

What can I say
When your love is fade away
And I can't ask you to stay

What can I say
To the voice whose go away
To my heart who hates to play

What can I say
Looks nothing left to say
Seems nobody even care

What can I say
But only a little wave away
And "hope you have a great day"

What can I say
Tell me what should I say
What can I say?



180918. 08:14
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