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Jul 19 · 52
Without Her (Day 16)
Samtoy Jul 19
I tried for the last time but
She made it clear
She's not coming back :(
Samtoy Jul 18
I slept all throughout these days
For me not to worry about everything
Eat,sleep repeat thats my way
For I am happy to be with you in my dreams

Until opening my eyes again and realised
It's painful , I'm still hoping that she'll comeback to me
Until how long will I continue this demise
When I wake up to this reality ?

That she's no longer coming back
Atleast I tried the third stage of grief
Bargaining at the very end of the track
And somehow I still didn't believe

I wish I didn't woke up
In my dreams we were together
I wish even in my dreams you'll stay
And we will be forever
Jul 15 · 47
Without Her (Day 12)
Samtoy Jul 15
Looking back at our memories
The best times that we were together
We were very happy
Our best memory is more painful than ever
Jul 15 · 46
Without Her (Day 11)
Samtoy Jul 15
If only I knew that was the last time
I should hugged you tighter
I should spent my time with you longer
And make you more happier
If only i knew...
Jul 12 · 63
Without Her (Day 10)
Samtoy Jul 12
Missing you everyday
Reliving the pain
I still love her I can say
Waiting for her to come back again
Jul 9 · 56
Without Her (Day 9)
Samtoy Jul 9
It's midnight, the abyss in my head keeps expanding
By drinking alcohol I tried to drown those thoughts
But they learned how to swim
Now my thoughts are the one drowning me
Jul 9 · 53
Without Her (Day 8)
Jul 7 · 50
Without Her (Day 7)
Samtoy Jul 7
If only you understand me
What would have we become now
Truly I understand you
But would you understand me?how?
Jul 4 · 66
Without Her (Day 6)
Samtoy Jul 4
I had a dream about her
And we were happy
Suddenly I woke up crying a lot
Realizing its not real
How ironic the unconscious mind
Comforting the heart
Jul 3 · 50
Without Her (Day 5)
Samtoy Jul 3
I thought I'm fine
I was laughing and smiling
But the more I hide the pain
The painful it gets
Jul 2 · 43
Without Her (Day 4)
Samtoy Jul 2
Waking up asking myself does she miss me the way I miss her
Still waiting for her messages and calls
Do we still have a chance?
I know to myself that 99% you won't be coming back
But I'm still holding on to that 1% of hope
Jul 1 · 58
Without Her (Day 3)
Samtoy Jul 1
I saw her happy with someone else
I'm happy knowing that she's happy
But what about me
Jun 30 · 63
Without Her (Day 2)
Samtoy Jun 30
I thought I was fine
I thought I was okay
I have that gentle smile
That slowly fades away

It's heavy that I can't hold the tears from falling
Unconsciously, it's hurting me inside without knowing
Im happy to see you being happy again
While here I am enjoying the pain
Jun 28 · 55
Without Her (Day 1)
Samtoy Jun 28
I still can't believe what happened
We were fine but something suddenly changed
She left me for her self
I didn't do anything wrong
I understand her reason
Inorder for her to grow
We don't need to be separated
But that's how it goes
I just want her to feel that I care
By letting her go
For her to experience being outside her comfort zone
I am in grief ,pain and agony
She suddenly left me
But Im happy for her
I hope she gets better
Not for me but for herself
Nov 2019 · 529
I'm Back
Samtoy Nov 2019
Its been so long since I left
But now I'm quite sure
I am feeling so well
Cause I found a cure

Messed up with my words
Run out of paper and pen
Now I've got these swords
Inorder to rise again
Its been a long time since I lasted posted here so I am back again guys
Sep 2019 · 261
Candle
Samtoy Sep 2019
Inorder for someone to live
Someone needs to die
For life it can achieve
It needs to sacrifice
But even though gradually
They both fade away
Slow as it takes
This life of a candle
Nothing is permanent in this world
Sep 2019 · 218
Bestfriend
Samtoy Sep 2019
The hardest thing to mend
Is falling inlove
With your...
BESTFRIEND
Sep 2019 · 642
Untitled
Samtoy Sep 2019
You push away yourself apart from me
You hide your face to me so that I can't see
You felt alone even if I am here
You still look for someone even if I'm near

You are not blind but you can't see my worth
You are not deaf but you can't  hear my heart
Did you take Anesthesia because you are so numb
Why  can't you still feel my true love

The history of my love for you shyness will **** geology
Its so deep that agriculture will transfer to anatomy
No one can measure my love even if you use math
But geology, anatomy, math it doesnt have connections too
What important is that I Love you
Sep 2019 · 350
Time stays
Samtoy Sep 2019
I've traveled long to a certain place
I've waited long for some many days
Time is short many says
But then I realized
Time stays
Sep 2019 · 210
Live
Samtoy Sep 2019
This life that we recieved
We must always believe
The goals we must achieve
Be happy and live
Just live your life
Sep 2019 · 512
Untitled
Samtoy Sep 2019
A cold evening
And a rainy night
Shivering breeze
Of wind to fight

Hold my hand
So hard and tight
I cant let you
Away in my sight

Under an umbrella
Holding together
Whatever rain comes
We'll be forever
We were walking down on the street
Under the dark and rainy sky
Suddenly my heart changed its beat
For that moment I didn't lie

My affection towards her
That suddenly I felt
This cold rainy night
Made my heart go melt
Sep 2019 · 313
Pen and Paper
Samtoy Sep 2019
You are my pen
        I am your paper
Together...
        Let's write our
happily ever after
We will write together our story
Sep 2019 · 139
No Title
Samtoy Sep 2019
I see a land bright and clear
And the time is coming near
When we will live in this land
You and me hand in hand
Sep 2019 · 1.7k
Cherry Blossom
Samtoy Sep 2019
You are the cherry blossom
And I am the land
Each time that you fall
I'll catch you with my hand
I'll always be there for the one I love
And I'll catch her whenever she fall
She's given to me by God from above
Her love i will forever hold
Sep 2019 · 189
"Sa kabila ng Ingay"
Samtoy Sep 2019
Tila walang saysay ang pinupuna ng nasa harapan
Mula dito sa likod halos wala nang mapakinggan
Dahil sa dumadagundong na makinaryang sobrang ingay
At ang musikang tumutugtog na napakatamlay

Ngunit sa kabila ng lahat isang tunog ang narinig ko
Ang biglaang pagtibok nitong munti kong puso
Kahit wala na talaga akong tuluyang marinig
Alam ng aking tenga na ang puso ko'y ikaw ang iniibig
Newbie here☺️☺️
Sep 2019 · 148
Gunshots
Samtoy Sep 2019
An issue that we've been facing nowadays
Numerous deaths all over takes place
About a week or so, continuously with a BANG!
Victims are left dead while gunners run

Either the one who patrol day and night
Showing the red and blue glimmering light
Failed to seize these men in guns
A place of killing spree is no fun

Even policies, ordinance and laws failed
They can not bring back those who are dead
How can you minimize crimes by giving laws??
By pulling the trigger? At the end everyone will lose

But I salute those who do their duties at thier best
What can we do as a netizen? They''ll do the rest
I dont believe that justice will always prevail
Or by putting someone else on the jail

Its so far tomorrow, next week, month or year
That no one will grief and will shred a tear
The future ahead of us that we cant see
When do we live as peaceful as it can be?
Sep 2019 · 164
Black Mask
Samtoy Sep 2019
Under that black mask of her
Is a beauty that she cant hide
We may not be together
She's always there to subside

So clear as crystals in my sight
You were there to inspire
Again for a reason to write
At long last my heart's desire

Everyday I witness the sun
Like seeing you smile again
Even at sunset or dawn
It really makes me insane

Her eyes shines brighter
Until the end of the day
Ill be a drunkard and a sober
To visualize all I say

Desperately trying my rhyme
For the first poem of you
Maybe there will be a time
For me to be true

From now on my eyes will follow
Observing is my priority task
My mind and my heart too
For the girl with the black mask
#MapagmahalNaMakata

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