I miss you….

I miss your smell, the way we gelled and always laughed together.
I miss your smile, the way you always went the extra mile and how we played together.
I miss your hugs, the way we fit and always seemed to just know.

Our connection always powerful, our love strong.. Put simply we felt bound together.
Our hearts they beat as one, sing the same song, tunefully they produce their unique note.

So the way we miss can not be dismissed but the snarling truth is this..
I took the ****, I hissed at you and destroyed our sacred kiss
I took your trust and your lust and turned them into disgusted.

You think I ignore, I don’t I adore you. My fear is what keeps us apart.
I stare at my phone wishing I could atone and repair the tear that’s between us.

I spend days in this haze, trying to think of ways that you and I can get past this, to be able to deliver this message to you…

I miss you….

I give you my trust
That belongs to so few
So old, it's covered in rust
It's been years since it grew

My trust has grown tough
Having been broken too many times
It's calluses are rough
Rougher than the skin of limes

I am trusting you
Please be careful with me
Promise you'll be true
I break very easily

I love you
That's a fact
Truer than true
It's not an act

So take my trust
Treat it with care
Lest it be dust
Crushed out of despair