I just want to run away
From problems
Feelings
Responsibilities
Truths
I want to run and never stop
Run and never look back.
No time for regrets...
Not now.
Not ever.

I'm burning inside

Feeling a fire so intense

Yet my heart so cold

Dive down deep inside your mind
if you feel like drowning
for a while.
I lived by these words, I stayed at the shallow end.
I'm realising that I'm stronger now.
For the most part I can take it in now, I can explore and stay afloat.
I recognise the parts of me that were, and the parts of me that still are.
I let the feelings wash over me.
I stay. I swim for a while.
The water's just fine.

but that feeling had lost me some time ago now.
but yet,I had missed the innocent despair of hopelessness;
it just coincides so perfectly with the isolated night.