I want to be like you
Deceptive, through and through.
Lying your way through this life,
Even your smile, is sly.

Your heart is decrepit
Nothing in there is true.
You've worn it out so,
Now its rarely put to use.
Teach me how to lie, like you.

The shine in his eyes has all but died
Drained of all that is good
Where it once was, filling the void
Depression and madness now loom.

Dying, internally
Only in the late teens
Who knew a midlife crisis could occur at 18 ?

You gave up,
When I still tried.
You gave up,
When I wanted "us" to survive.
For the past month I've been stuck,
In depression.
Over a girl who'd rather runaway,
Than try to find a solution.
Oh well,
I tried.
You're the one who gave up hope.

Enveloped in darkness,
Soaked in tears,
This once strong man is broken.
Slowly he stumbles,
Embracing his fears,
His haven, his love has crumbled.

Times are changing,
Sirens are blaring,
There's tension in every speck of air.
Our minds are bending,
What are we defending ?
Who are the real "victims" here ?

Did you break up,
or are you just on hiatus ?
Let me know,
so i can stop waiting.

If, in the end,
it is you and i
I swear to all gods
I'll stay by your side
I'll do my best, to keep you happy.
But for now, i will hope
That what i dream of can be our reality.