As time passes
Everyone and everything changes.
It may be hard to let go
But sometimes, it’s the only thing to do.

We look back to these photos,
Never realized how fast the days and nights,
Never realized we’re growing up too
Until ‘today’ became a memory.

Clock is still ticking
Until we need to chose the path we want to take
But promise, the memories we make
Will be forever in my heart ‘til it’s beating.

Distance may take us apart
But I’ll say that wherever I go,
There will be always a spot for you
A special place that can still recall, even when the mind forgets.

When someday, our song comes on the radio
I’ll be glad to sing it with a smile on my face
Remembering how unforgettable our memories were
Remembering I had a friend like you.

It's nice to see you again,
My old friend.

It's been a while since we met.
As far as I remember,
I'm the one who pushed you away.
You wanna know why?
Because it seems like your presence,
Slowly destroying every part of me.

But I can still recall the good old days,
When it seems like no one's here for me,
I know you're only two steps behind.
You know me more than anyone else.
But old friend,
Why does it feel like you have dark secrets?

Now I know.
Naïve minds, young people.
These are your victims.
You became also their friend,
When it seems like they don't have one.
But if you're a good friend,
Then why did you let them
To slit their wrists?
Is this how you keep someone at peace?

Old friend,
Can you hear their voice,
Screaming and asking for help?
How about those cries,
When they locked themselves into the bath room,
As they mourn to their despair life?
You're a great pretender:
You pretend like you care
When in reality, you really don't.

That's why I hate you.
A friend known by everyone
Suddenly became an enemy.
You ruined minds,
You ruined dreams,
A friend who felt home
But became disaster of many lives.

And now,
I can see you here again, in front of me,
Wanting to have place on my mind.
Now I know your deep dark secrets,
I don't want to be one of your victims.
I may have a vulnerable heart,
I may be naïve,
But you can’t control me,
As I'm tougher than what you think.

Good bye, old friend.
Our dark thoughts,
Our own demons.

Words could be a dangerous thing.
Once they are said, they can’t be forgotten.
But what’s more even dangerous is the idea of ‘you’
Once, you felt home but soon became storm.

Love stories could be a wonderful thing.
Once they are read, they can fascinate us.
But our story wasn’t perfect as everyone would expect,
It narrates how you put me into dark abyss of loneliness.

Songs could be a powerful magic.
Once they are heard, they give meaning to everything.
Yet our song consists of sad melody and unsaid words,
It is pleasant until it drowns you.

And like a photograph that captures everything,
That is supposed to be kept on your pocket.
But our photograph isn’t worth to keep
I’d rather let it carried by flood along with your memories.

Have you still remember
Those songs we used to sing
While playing your guitar?
I know it's been years
And I should forget those things
But somehow I found myself
Still playing those songs
And still singing
While playing my guitar.
Still it feels the same
But the only diffence was
You are not here anymore.
And yes, I know
You're now singing those songs
To her, and not to me.
I bet you even already forgot
How my voice sounds.
But every words you say
From the first time we met
Were still in my mind
And I don't even know
How to forget these things.
I promised to throw my poems--
Old poems made for you
But the saddest thing was
I found myself
Writing about you again
Because I know,
That's only thing I can do
Whenever I miss you
After the long time we haven't talk.
Sorry, but I guess
I have to cut my hair again
After breaking my promise.

I'm a princess
A beautiful young girl
Living in a huge castle
That no one can enter.
I like being on my own;
Not being defined by another person.
But everything has changed
When one time,
I'm a damsel in distress.
I need somebody to help me
When you suddenly came up.
A knight in shining armor
Helping a princess in trouble.
And that's how our story started.
We got a glimpse of chance
Of getting to know each other
When suddenly the antagonist came.
She wanted to destroy everything;
Including you and me.
That ugly woman who's jelous
And he wanted to get you.
Until one day,
She made us far apart
From each other.
Ten years ago,
I'm still waiting for you.
You promised that you'll comeback.
And you never failed me.
You suddenly came up while saying
"Would you like to runaway with me?"
And I said yes.
You said you wanna build a new castle
With your queen and that's me.
Then, we live happily ever after.

"Am I not good enough?"
I asked myself once again
As I looked into my mirror.
I am the kind of girl with no insecurities;
I know I'm excellent in many ways.
I just don't understand,
Why people still choose to leave.
I always bump with these guys
Who ended up on the same girl,
Who always choose that girl than me.
So here I am again,
Looking for my imperfections,
Comparing myself to her.
I guess,
I am now a girl with insecurities.
Everything changed, including myself.
And the reasons are always the same;
Always the same person.
Always in the same situation.
Tell me why is this happening.
Is this a punishment?
But why??
I always do good.
Isn't good enough?
Tell me why.
Too many questions yet,
No one dares to answer.