So here I am again,
Finding myself writing this poem.
Because this time, I used to talk with you
But now, you're busy or maybe sleeping.
I can't hide this sadness anymore.
Whenever I'm reading your old messages
I realized the worst thing;
I realized that there's something changed
Still asking myself how did this happen
It was like a week ago
And we're still okay.
But I don't understand why there's something,
Something that is bothering me.
Maybe I'm afraid that one day,
Those fear that I have will happen.
Fear of losing someone,
Someone who became part of my life.
However, I still find myself,
Holding to these things back when we're okay
Hoping that those things are enough,
Enougj for you to don't leave.
But for now, all I could say
Is I really miss you,
As well as the old us.

Midnight.
I'm supposed to be sleeping now
But I'm here, lying on my bed.
Waiting for your message and reply.
You always used to message me in midnight.
Just to say "Good night and God bless"
But as I looked into my messages
And there was no name of you
So I tried to close my eyes once again
And there's still no message from you.
Then I asked myself:
Am I waiting for nothing?
Suddenly these tears fall.
As I realized that everything really changed.
But I tried to take off that idea in my mind
So I message you again
Hoping the next day I wake up
These tears will fade and I'll finally smile
As I see a simple message
Coming from you.

When I was a kid,
My mother always told me
that I shouldn't be afraid of monsters
because they don't really exists.
She asked me,
if why I'm afraid with them.
"Because they are bad"
that's what I said.
But as I grow up,
I realized that there was something wrong about it.
I realized the fact
That monsters exist.
Sometimes they were good,
Sometimes they had this angelic face
Sometimes they had this persuasive voice.
Monsters do really exist
But they were no longer under my bed
Rather they were beside me
That everyone thought they were a friend
But has a bad intention.

You hold my hand
as if you'll never release it
You gave me this kind of happiness
that only you can give it
You told me about your favorites
that I realized we have lots of similarities
You told me about your dreams
that I can see the glimmer in your eyes
You told me about your plans in future
And you said I was there in every part of it.
Then suddenly I wake up from reality
That we still have a long journey
before we get from there.
There may be a possibility
that you and I aren't for each other
Maybe you'll wake up one day
and you'll realize you're not sure with me
or maybe we may change our minds.
But the worst thing I realized,
Maybe I found the right one,
We just met at wrong time.

Hi, how are you?
Tell me the places you have been to.
It's been years since we didn't met.
It's been also years since you left
That's the time where everything's a mess
And life's full of sadness
Then you left speechless
Like you're really heartless
Oh, why are you crying?
Don't worry, I'm done with the stage of forgetting
I dont need your sorry
I'm already happy
Maybe I forgive you already
But things will never go back the way they used to be
Why are you not speaking? Are you okay?
Oh, just so you know, I'm on my way
To the place we used to go
Do you want to go with me?
But there's someone waiting for me, sorry
Everything is too late,
That's all I could say
And anyway
It's nice to meet you, again.