There's red in the sky I wonder who died tonight Feeling so free as they rise Today I fly high but not to the sky Today I live Unlike the person who caused that red upon the blue I wonder who died tonight Was the sadness in me I wonder who died tonight I hope they left feeling free
I wait for you to message me everyday day but that one little text from you never comes I stay waiting for you to see me as more than a friend but you never do I confess my feeling to you but you don't care because all you see is another girl who is going crazy over you But what you don't see is the girl who has stayed at your side through thick and thin And the day I leave will be the day you see what I truly meant to you.
You were cleaning my room, You went through my dresser, Found my journal, Read the first page and stopped Because it was too depressing, Invasion of my privacy.
Homework and tests are not okay Loads of stress and anxiety everyday Life is not easy anymore so then how am I supposed to stay.
(m.v.a)
I wrote this because I've been so stressed because of school and my classmates make me feel so stressed and stuff like that, also I'm gonna have exams next week and ugh my anxiety is coming back.
I saw your face, From the corner of my eye. I turned to look , But you where not there. I had almost forgotten that it had been years, But For a moment i felt you so near. I went to see your grave that day, I miss you buddy, And I'm still sad you passed away.
I'm outside, Away from you, Staying here, Unable to move. "She hates you," Whispers the rain, "I know," I murmur back. When will the sun shine? Why does the world fight me? All I want is her.
I grew of fragile roots I built walls of rust I swallowed chemicals I painted a smile I ran for miles with eager I wore the suit of rejoice I jumped to the highest mountains I shaped my key to fit all doors But now allow me to be naked Allow me to break for my tears to fall Allow me to rest for my mind to battle Allow my madness to ****** itself I hide nowhere now I face my insanity Let it paint my grey walls with black holes For once I will be fat full of anger For once I will be throwing up none sense For once I will sin without wishing to pray.