I'm pathetic really
To want to end my life
When there are others around me
Dealing with so much strife
I have a family that loves me
There's nothing wrong in my house
Other people are facing Giants
I'm facing a mouse
But I'm on a chair and petrified
And almost ready to give in
But I refuse to end this life of mine
I refuse to let satan win
I wrote this when I was really struggling with suicidal thoughts and I read this book that was full of letters from these kids to this motivational speaker talking about their bad situations. After I finished the book I was really down in myself for feeling the way I did. Now I'm better, though I have my days of feeling worthless. I just want to say that no matter what your facing, be it a mouse, a giant, or something in between, your feelings matter. And God can help you through them.