Why shall I stay alive if death is my fate?

I scratched my head,
and a memory got
stuck under my nail

I sang to my aching heart,
it is yearning to be broken, again
Call it love

If I leave, I wonder if
peace will visit my grave

I am all the dreams
you had at night,
but forgotten
in the morning

Wandering across the vast space
Lost in this dark place
You're mesmerizing, has anyone told you?
I'm so attracted, I'm being pulled towards you

I was spinning, I was spiraling
I'm so attracted yet I can't get near you
Why are we so apart?
Your beauty is worth admiring

Our love is a forbidden place,
Our love is sacred
Will you listen to my heartbeat?
Or can I just stay in your orbit?

I was looking for my constellation,
And then I found you
One day, I hope our worlds will collide
When that day comes, we'll finally fly

In a world full of exceptional titans
They walk the lands and the world shakes
Talents forged in the highest forms of heaven

They scoop the gold glittering sun with their palms
Stars bow their heads as they twinkle with affection
The seas shake in fear and the world spins for them

I was overwhelmed,
Because who am I compared to this shining titans,
I was just a peasant farmer
Poor and helpless with nothing to boast of