Sophie

Feb 2019

Jordan Ray

Out of time

I'm worried that
I spend so much
time thinking
about life.

That I'll
run out
of time
to live
it.

#life #thinking

Feb 2019

Sarah Spencer

Lifeline

I'll capture your words
into the palms of my hands
to save for later
so when I'm alone
trapped in the doubts of my mind
I won't end it all

Feb 2019

Joliver

I'm Okay

The world is burning
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

My hands won't stop shaking
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I feel so isolated
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I'm full of regret
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I can't sleep
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I can't drag myself out of bed
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I'm having trouble breathing
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I feel so gross
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I don't take care of myself
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I don't see the point
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

-

Tomorrow will be better
And I'll be okay
I'll be okay
I'll be okay

"Good, how are you?"

#anxiety #depression #acceptance #panic #repetition #okay

Feb 2019

Joliver

You'll Text Me, Right?

You'll text me, right?
Please say there won't be a day you won't respond
You'll text me, right?
You don't know how important you are
To me and my life
You'll text me, right?
I just want you to be alright
You'll text me, right?
You know I'm always here if you need me
You'll text me, right?
I'd do anything you could ask of me
You'll text me, right?
I love our late night, early morning talks
You'll text me, right?
You don't have to hide from me
Not from me
Never from me
You'll text me, right?
Right?

#love #worry #friend

Sophie Feb 2019

Homebodies

They asked why I loved him
Why I stayed

He was here for me always
We are homebodies

We keep each other warm

I love you tomorrow

Feb 2019

yne

Untitled

not everything you think
belongs to you
is truly yours,
sometimes
your the only one
who thinks that way

Sophie Feb 2019

Acceptance

He doesn't belong to me
Because I am a mess
a weird human by nature
He has all these things he can hold on to,
I am like smoke
Broken by the disaster
That is my unsteady nature
A hurricane in search of love
I am
A rose with many torns
I am
A pearl in an oyster
I am
And so he belongs to them
They are better than me
Touchable
Stay-able
I am the wild horse
That falls everybody off her back
But waits patiently to be tamed